Subscribers/Re: My Family Tree

Reaction to your reactions.

Please listen cafefully. Take what you want, leave what you will but this is what I needed to do in order to process these emotions.

I also want to fully acknowledge that some people who do support me may have watched "My Family Tree" and were hesitant to contact me because of all the "I need space" videos I post. However, when I am saying I need support and asking and being open to it, there ARE ways to show it without invading space... a simple comment, a simple note to say "I accept you, I love you, You are beautiful, etc." is more heart warming than a novel of an email. Trust me, it's one thing to write me and then include your entire life story and then ask how I can help save you and really mix the email up into something long and hard to respond to at the moment due to my responsibilites online that suck up a lot of my time --- and another --- to write a simple note to show support when I am saying that right now I need you the same way you guys need me.

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[happyquails]

I hope you will read this even though the video was posted in the past.. I would not have been one of those you refer to who unsubscribed, but I once unsubscribed after starting a new account and I know that some people have two accts, keeping one for private issues ( that they don't want seen at work, etc). And when they are closed for violations you might see an "unsubscription" take place. And when someone has 2500 subs, there will always be come coming and going for many impersonal reasons:)

[MyOwnStickFigure]

Thank you my dear. I really appreciate it. You are very kind. At this time I was dealing with some drama on YT and people I thought were friends ended up not being. I am talking people I was growing close to - off you tube. Anyhow, like you said people come and go - and I am learning to accept this. I am learning that I won't always be accepted or respected and it's best to keep those with genuine intentions close. Energy exchange is everything. Thank you for the positive vibes, always!

[PringlesMinis]

proud that you are so true to yourself and even though it is foreign to me and I don't understand it,I am so impressed that you have come so far and overcame so many obstacles and you are a great individual t be friends with!

[MyOwnStickFigure]

We all learn together! What a wonderful thing. I am very content in my gender, have been for many years, it's the past that creeps up on me and triggers me. I began transitioning a lot earlier than most trans people at the time I was... late teens - early 20s. It was the best thing I could of ever done for myself. I'd most likely be dead if I hadn't transitioned. Anyhow, enough on that. Stay tuned for my new Potato video omg ahahahhaha just wait... any minute now...

[PringlesMinis]

Johnny,

Hello There! It's good to be back. I am commenting here because I wanted to be honest and publicly state that I did cancel my subscription to you quite a while ago due to anomosity between mutual friends that was making me very nervous and I felt that if I continued to subscribe to you I was in some way "fueling a fire" but I watched your videos anyway but didn't comment for the same reason stated above. That was MY decision but not the right one because by doing so I have secluded

[peppernme]

Johnny, the most important life you can save right now is yours; you are helping people just by being YOU and speaking out.

Thank you for YOUR exsistence. So much.

xoxo

[Vampira86]

Just don't become fake like Chris crocker. he gets so nasty if people say something he made up and all this other stuff. Just stay 100% real and you should be good,lol.

[kaelynne]

your poem was so beautiful and i've listened to it multiple times. thank you, you verbalized emotions that i have never been able to accept/admit to. you are so inspiring, and everyone here is blessed to interact with you in any way.

[Limabean120]

I accept you for who you are, I love you unconditionally, You are beautiful in every way, I am blessed to have you as a friend :)

[monilark]

I'm sorry you were hurt! Hope your heart has healed! :)

[hippop56]

johnny that poem you read, made me cry.

Im glad youre alive today.

You're a survivor. You will always be a survivor, and no one can ever take that away from you.

You're a beautiful person.

Youre healing.

[Sia118]

You inspire me in a way few others do. All you guys who are part of Recovery Happens Here are helping me so much.

I barely know you, but I love you already.

I want the best for you and I love your blogs.

I really do xoxo

[somepieces]

Hi Johnny, we always like to support you, we like you a lot - please forgive us the email at the wrong time. we haven't watched the last videos and my asking for the written words from the vid without a picture was our wish to understand it full.love & light

daphne & phoebe

[kaelynne]

you are so brave, and strong. i admire you for being so honest with everyone and yourself. most people cannot do what you do. thank you!