Something I Can Never Have - Otalia

On the eve of Natalia's return, the final journey through Olivia Spencer's depression.

Before anyone asks, the final portion of the video is meant to look almost un-watchable - I want this to represent the final breakdown of Natalia in Olivia's mind.

This was and is a major labor of love.

NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGMENT! NOTHING BELONGS TO ME! The clips belong to CBS and the music to Trent Reznor.

Thank You

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[AirlockProductions]

Glad you enjoyed it :)

[tracylt63]

Wasn't today(9-18)just an extension of Os pain. She had what she thought was being left without explanation, then heres Nat, with the explanation. All be it, milk toast, until, and I say again, until she tell O how she feels and exactly what she wants. The s/l was played out almost perfectly, more true to life that we have experienced lately. Emotional, raw, true.

[AirlockProductions]

Totally agree. Both women were completely raw and hoenst with each other and it was so awesome to see Nat finally express some of the real feelings she's said she has. O always takes the first step and its about time Nat really realizes what she cost her.

And O's remarks about Emma - totally, totally on point and so glad that the writers included it.

Oh these scenes will be popping up in a vid sometime soon - you better believe it

[emalinourie]

Gosh. Wow. Very intense!

[AirlockProductions]

Thanks! Exactly what I was going for.

[tracylt63]

Thank you for the kind words..Obviously I am invested as well. But I look at it maybe a bit differently that others. Kind of strikes a cord. But in retrospect, kind of hits a cord with all of us. CC and JL will exceed what they are given as they have already shown. The continuation is in Venicetheseries, yet to come. Thanks again. Awaiting your next vid.

[AirlockProductions]

*Raises hand* Totally invested as well. The storyline, because of very personal reasons, has struck a definite cord with me as well. CC and JL just amaze me.

I'm glad that you are awaiting the new vid - started last night and it will be VERY different from this one. Something a little more sexy this time :)

[purpleblueswirl]

Excellent video here. Loved the editing techniques, and the way you strung together the clips. Love NIN, and the song worked wonderfully. Thanks for making and sharing!

[AirlockProductions]

Natalia's leaving was and is the equvilant of an emotional hurriance hurling through Olivia - it destroyed her totally and her sense of trust.

I'm so glad that you enjoyed it! It was hard to make, but so worth it.

[witchlesbian]

I love that you used the word "Devastation" to describe the damage that Nat created in Olivia.  I wrote a poem which is posted on my Live Journal Page, and at HuHu Land called "Devastation" which expresses Olivia's devastation...it's even illustrated! Got to love it...I can't stop watching this Vid!!! It soooooooooo gets Olivia's Devastation!!! Thanks again for making and posting it!!!