Song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o-j3cT-2Ihg
**Kristen's POV**
*I went in for a kiss. I couldn't understand why, I just felt like it was the thing to do. Joe put his hands on my shoulders gently to stop me. I looked up at him, confused.*
"Kristen, I can't."
*I felt my face drop. Did I misinterpret his feelings? How much of a fool did I just make myself?* "I'm sorry, I thought you had feelings..." *He cut me off, looking up at me with sad eyes.*
"I do. I just... I came here to talk to you about Kevin, actually. It wasn't what you think it was with Danielle."
*I was stunned. He was defending his brother, even though he had feelings for me?* "Joe, I saw with my own eyes. I'm surprised u would defend him-" *He cut me off again. He looked like he was torn. Like half of his mind was saying shut up, but the other half was winning.*
"No, it wasn't like that. Kevin did break it off with Danielle after talking to you. When he was waiting for you, she showed up out of no where, then when she saw you, she attacked him. Kissed him out of no where without warning, just so you would see. He pushed her away, but you had already run off by then. Unfortunately, it was all a crazy misunderstanding caused by the evilness that is Danielle."
*He looked at me, waiting cautiously for my reaction. I tried to get my feet back under me. After a long pause, I finally responded, the words only becoming sure as I said them.* "You are a beyond amazing person to defend your brother, even though we have feelings for each other. Thank you for telling me, but... I don't think it matters." *He looked confused by the direction my words had taken.* "I think, even though that was a misunderstanding, maybe it's still best for me not to take him back. I think I need some time. Some time just me, you know? Like to figure out who I am and where I'm at before I'm in a relationship with anyone. *Here's the hard part, but I have to say it* But when I do feel ready for a relationship again, I can't say which one of you it will be."
"I understand that. Look, I know this is tough for you, Kristen. You always care so much more for other people than yourself, that this situation is the worst for you. No matter what you hurt someone you care about. I get it, and I'm not gonna make that any harder on you than it already is. No matter what you end up doing, I'm always gonna love you... as a friend. I'll always be here for you, no matter what."
*God He's trying to help but he's only making this harder How can I not love someone that amazing? * "Thank you, Joe. You have no idea how much that means to me."
"Now then, I've had enough of the heavy stuff for a day, how about you? *A smile swept across his face.* How about some fun for a change?"
*Just then, we heard a sound that was totally out of place for the middle of summer- rain. We both looked out the window, then, all of a sudden, Joe grabbed my hand and was pulling me outside. I tried to yell protests at him, we were both still in our pajamas and it was really pouring. He ignored my struggle and shouts of empty threats, and kept pulling me outside. Once we were outside, I stood there and folded my arms, throwing a very toddler-ish tantrum and gave him an evil eye while he ran out ahead of me. He turned and laughed at my disposition, then crouched like he was going to run and tackle me.*
"Don't Joseph Adam don't your dare "
*He ignored me completely and with a sly smile ran for me. He charged and threw me over his shoulder and ran around, half singing, half shouting about me getting wet and being grumpy. Finally, he dumped me onto the wet grass laughing uncontrollably about my hits and shouts to let me down. As much as I tried to be mad, it was really hard, especially with him falling-down laughing at my side. I couldn't stop myself, I started cracking up, too. We sat on the wet grass in the pouring rain, just laughing for probably a good five minutes. Then, Joe looked up at me, not letting the light mood completely fade.*
"It's good to see you laughing again. It's been too long since you were happy."
*I only smiled in response. Then we spent the rest of the morning playing in the rain, laughing and having a good time, like two little kids. It was the best I've felt in a long while. For the first time since that horrible evening when Danielle showed up, I felt like my broken heart could be whole and happy again. I didn't want to think about difficult stuff, like who I would end up with, but I couldn't help but note that Joe was the primary reason for my sudden happiness.*
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