[Nicks POV]
"move? Where?" I asked as my heart sank
"London."
"what?" I asked shocked.
"she got some job offer over there and she's taking me with her. I don't want to go nick. I don't want to be away from you." when she said this she hugged me tighter.
"cant you stay with us?" I asked knowing my parents wouldn't hesitate to take her in.
"I cant. She already enrolled me in some kind of performing arts school that she paid a lot of money for. I cant do that to her."
"but she didn't even ask you!" I was beginning to get upset. The one person who gets me and I'm in love with just keeps slipping out of my hands.
"I don't want to go nick. I want to stay here. With you."
"hey don't worry ok. We'll figure something out. You're not leaving me ok. I promise you that."
We stood there in each others arms for what seemed like an eternity. I never wanted this moment to end.
Too bad it did have to come to an end. As much as I fought blood, sweat, and tears there was no changing her moms mind. She had already paid for JoJo's school and she wasn't going to blow off 10 grand for nothing. She left. She left me here in California alone. Its been 4 months already and I'm a mess. I don't eat, I don't sleep. I even barely get out of my room. My brothers got really worried about me but I didn't care. I didn't care about anything. Nothing excited me if she wasn't here to experience it with me. A record company finally picked us up but I didn't care. It wasn't the same giving her the news through an email. I wanted her to hear all my music. I wanted to play my songs for her. They are about her anyways. I don't know what I'm going to do without her.
[Jocelyn's POV]
Its been 3 months. 3 long months without my Jonas boys. The first few weeks I was a wreck. People thought I had permanent swollen eyes and a red nose. I swear I looked like Rudolph. I had no one to pour my feelings out to. I needed Kevin's shoulder to cry on. I needed Joe to make me smile again. And I needed nick for everything. This has really made me realize how much I really do love him. I hate that I can only talk to him through a stupid computer. My mom didn't want to get me a cell phone plan. She knew me and nick would run up the bill. I'm excited their music is finally breaking through but I hate that I'm not there for them. School has been amazing. My dance technique has grown so much from this great school. that's the only good thing I can see out of this. I just hated that I didn't have the Jonas' to come support me. My mom was always working so she sent me to a boarding school. I don't know why she dragged me here if I wasn't even going to live with her. All I could do was keep my mind occupied with dance to help me forget nick. But I couldn't. I just couldn't get him out of my head.
[Nicks POV]
I woke up this morning with a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach. I told Joe and he said that it was just gas. I should have seen that coming. The whole day I couldn't concentrate on recording the record. I felt anxious and nervous. Kevin said it was all the diet cokes from yesterday. I got a break from singing and decided to check my email. I got one from JoJo. My heart skipped a beat and I'm pretty sure I got one of those stupid smiles only she could bring to my face. It said she had a few days off from school and begged her mom to let her visit us. She was going to come down to California in about 3 days. I was ecstatic. I jumped up and my dad looked at me funny.
"you ok son?" he asked slightly laughing at my stupidity.
"JoJo's coming in 3 days!" I said. Joe ran out of the booth out of breath.
"JC's coming!" he grabbed Kevin and they both jumped for joy. My dad quickly ruined the moment as I went to go join them.
"guys we're leaving to New York tomorrow remember."
I felt my world crash down and my heart fall to the floor. I completely forgot. We were going to New York for some promotional stuff for the record. I wanted to cry. I looked over at my brothers who looked crushed but they quickly looked over at me with a look of concern.
"That's tomorrow..." I said softly.
"sorry son."
I didn't know what to say. Its like the world has it out for me and her not to be together. I turned and walked outside to catch a breather. I heard footsteps following me and Kevin sat down next to me.
"sorry about that buddy. I guess we've been so busy we forgot."
"all I want is to be with her Kev. that's it. Is that too much to ask?" I turned to look at him and he just sighed.
"sometimes you just have to fight a little."
"I've been fighting for too long. I'm starting to get tired."
"don't give up hope. I'm sure we'll figure something out. I promise"
"if you say so"
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So I'm posting more up later! Hopefully lol. Thanks guys for reading!!! And yes I did enjoy my cantaloupe thanks! lol
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ohhhh my goodness.
im upset.
officially.
this is so sad.
they have to be together. they haaavvee to!!!
ughhh pleeease post more!!!
you control the love life of these two people, and you are keeping them apart! what is wrong with you woman? do you have no heart? =p
acoustichearts94 3 years ago
hahaha
hey it keeps you entertained! hahaha
i promise i do have a heart...somewhere lol
wishinonastar07 3 years ago