My Immortal; Joick; [Ep.43]

It skips around a bit...Sorry.
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The ride from the hospital was long, and draining. As if it was cinematic, it rained all through the following week. Not much had happened since, and nobody spoke to me unless they had to. It was fine with me... I needed the time to think about how I felt, and what I should do from there.
We got back home, and it felt weird to be in my house. Almost suffocating. All I could do was remember Kevin, and living beside Joe didn't help either. Watching him out doing things around the house, I was jealous. I was jealous that he wasn't confined to his bed, and didn't debate every day whether or not it was worth it to get out of bed and shower or eat. I hated it, but I knew it was up to me. I decided to lay in bed and cry for hours on end, and I decided to slice the skin on my arms with my razor. Just like I decided Kevin over Joe.
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Demi and Miley both went to university in the states. Demi to Yale, Miley to Harvard. Logan dumped Joe, and he screwed off somewhere, and Joe? Still here. He was working at the mall, trying to save his money for whatever. I was jealous. Everyone was getting on with their lives, and here I was. Lying in bed, my back sore from being here for so long and my body sweaty from the dream I just woke up out of.
Nobody ever asked me to go out with them anymore. It was as if I was an empty shell, and they didn't want me. I sniffled into my already wet pillow, and bawled my eyes out yet again. "I fucking hate my life!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, throwing my pillow at the wall. I sat up, blubbering, and feeling sorry for myself. I sniffled more, and for the first time in over a day, I stood up, slowly, but I stood. I went to the bathroom, and cleaned myself up. I showered, shaved, put cologne on, and I got into some fresh clothes. It felt strange, but I knew I needed to do it.
I walked outside, feeling the warm sun on my very pale arms. Joe was outside, leaning against the house, drinking a beer. He looked gorgeous. He was wearing a fitted t-shirt, and ripped up jeans with nikes.
"Joe?" I called, and he whipped his head around. He smiled slightly, put his beer down, and walked over. I met him halfway, and he wrapped his arms around me, tight.
"I've missed you." He whispered into my hair, and I squeezed him.
"I missed you too." I wiped at my eyes, trying not to cry. How could I have ignored my cravings for him this whole time?
"Are you okay?" Joe asked me, and he stroked my cheek softly.
"I will be."
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[spannatoolkit377]

Awwwww :( I have fallen in love with this story all over again! You write such deep and beautiful stories! x

[spongebobsmyhero]

Aww. I love reflecting in my head all that they've been through. You've written such an amazing plot. They were best friends before, and for Christ's sake, it took this much shit for them to go through to get back to that. But it's amazing, because through all the hardships, they came out as something more than just friends with benefits. I just wish Nick would have realized all this sooner. It's always been obvious how in love Joe was.

Gosh, I'm in love with this story! Fantastic, as always. :)

[Zootech12]

i feel so bad for nick :( but hopefully joe can cheer him up



[Jickislove]

aww :)

love it post more soon

[Littleboyblue93]

Jick love all over again, just springing from the soil like a flower in spring! I love this, more soon please!!! :D