We remember you, Brad!

One year is over.. but I feel like it was yesterday when I've read you'd passed away, Brad. One long year without you, but with pain and tears and a lot of questions to Heaven... The year is over and now I try to smile when I see your pictures and not to cry, I know you feel better now, so I try not to be sad when I think about you, I try to be strong for you, I tell myself you would like more to see me happy, and I know that it's true, because the Memory of you should make people feel good, not bad!.. But it's so hard, Brad, so hard to understand, to realize you'll never back, you'll never smile again, you'll never joke.. I'll never see you, and I'll never forgive myself and the whole world we didn't save you though we knew you need help!.. This word "NEVER" is between us now, but I try to turn it to "ALWAYS": always remember you, always pray for you!!
You are angel now, my angel! I talk to you a lot, do you hear me? Although I can't know, I believe you do, because I feel you here.. so close..
Today is the day that taked you away, and this day I live only for you with the blessed memories of you that never leave me actually! The only thing I can wish now is that you'd come to my dreams and tell me you feel good there and finally HAPPY!!!
Always and forever yours, Diana.

To all my lovely viewers:
I'm very upset but the video you are gonna see now isn't the original one I wanted so much to show you, I've had to change the song because as I figured out the song that I choose - the beautiful amazing "Remember me" of Mark Schultz - is unfortunatly copyrighted.. So the song you will hear in the video is "So far away" of Staind, beautiful one too, but this is not what I wanted to say by my video at all!!!! I'm really sorry that the song and the pix maybe aren't too fit to each other, but I couldn't change the video already!..
Really terrible day, nothing's going right today. Hope you wouldn't be too much disapointed, and sorry again..

Ok, guys, I've found a crazy solution, you can go with this link: http://www.liveinternet.ru/users/-shona-/post94048591/play Or if you have facebook use this link: http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1070271763061 and there you'll find the video with original song. Check it pleeaase :)

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[likeag666]

I m thinking every single day about him...for me he is a perfect boy,the most beatiful human on whole wide world and thank you for sharing this video cause he will always live in my heart and he will be always in my life...lov ya so MUCH

[perahdiana]

@likeag666 Thank you! You are very right, he would never leave us because he saved in our hearts forever!

[alena0122]

What the name of muvie on 1.33 and 2.40?

[perahdiana]

It's "Apt pupil"!

And thank you for yor sweet letter, I'll write you back soon!!

[joejohnnyjohn]

i love your video <3

[perahdiana]

Thanks!!!

[HostessSnack16]

You are so welcome! =]

Your vids are gorgeous!

Your vids "Brad Renfro of blessed memory" and "My Baby Boy" get me every time.

They are some of my favorites. And, I know I've watched them each at least a dozen times.

They are so beautiful, just like the soul that you must have to have made them. =]

[HostessSnack16]

Wow, this is beautiful!

Great job!

You are very talented. =]

Great song choice, I love that song. =]

And, I love how you used some of his quotes.

Really beautiful.

[ElmirGrimes]

Thank you, Dear, for this vid ))

[Cynthiadave]

He will always be in our hearts .... we love you Brad!

[MrMaxDesperate]

touching video...

[allyisabamf]

this song is way better than "remember me"

[kimbizzler89]

i still cant believe it....and we lost Heath Ledger one week after Brad....tragic :'(

[ericabeltz]

I lost a son too! Thank you so much for sharing your Brad. I am touched. He was sucha talented young man. There really are no words but I hope you will find some comfort in his wondeful memory.

[wasbeerpatat]

I love your video <3

Good job!

[barberkid]

RIP Brad. He was one of my favorite actors. You will always be in the hearts of everyone of us.