recap: nat got her period. Joe decided to call someone to come talk to nat. who??? mm
second day, and its worse than ever. God. I feel so alone right now. Now more than ever. So many questions in my head but noone to ans them for me. Beccas great, but Im just too shy to talk to her abt it. my dad? Yea, that went well. My uncles? Are you kidding me? And what abt Courtney you might ask. I dont know. I just dont wanna turn to her. I dont know if I sound mean but, shes just, not my mom.
I took my moms photo in my hand and stared at it. I miss you so much mom. How could you leave me like this? leaving me with no one to talk to. I hugged her photo as tight as possible. I wish you were here. I really do. I grabbed my phone. Scrolled down my contacts and of course tys number came up. I stared at it. should I call him? what do I say? How do I feel to tell him ath? ugh. I dont know what to do. I like ty. Hes a great guy but love? Im so confused.
Then I heard some noises from downstairs. Someone walked into the house I guess and talking to my dad and they laughed. I know that laugh. I can recognize it anyway. But it couldnt be. How could she get here like so fast? Then I heard footsteps. Whoever it was, was coming to see me. *KNOCK KNOCK*
me: who is it?
*silence...
me: dad if its you just leave me alone for a while. I really dont wanna talk abt it or ath right now.
??: did you forget that I was even alive? Did you forget? Did you forget? abt me?
me: omg! aunt demi?! *runs & opens the door* (an: Alyajfan10 how did you figure it out?!)
d: hi sweety.
me: *hugs her tight* this is not possible. How could you have gotten here so fast?
d: I have my ways.
me: Im so happy to see you.
d: as well I am. So, your dad tells me youre having issues.
me: oh, Im having serious issues alright.
d: lets talk. *both sit on her bed* tell me whats up.
me: everything is so messed up right now. Theres this guy........*tells her abt ty then abt her feelings for him* Im so confused abt what to do. And on top of all that, I get, this.
d: well, first of all, you cant help that you got, this. its part of growing up.
me: Im alr completely confused. And this is adding to it.
d: how?
me: I dont know. its just, Im having a hard time deciding abt my feelings for ty then this happens and now Im thinking whether I should think abt guys at all or not. Considering the side effects and all.
d: side effects?
me: urm, yea. dont you get zits and other stuff when you think abt guys too much cause your hormone levels rise up.
d: *giggles*
me: *hits her gently* aunt demi, this isnt funny.
d: nat, yea, half of what you said is true.
me: half?
d: I mean yea, your hormones levels do rise up when you get your pe-
me: THIS!
d: ok...when you get, this. but it doesnt mean you dont think abt what comes naturally to you. thinking abt dating, and really cute boys is normal at your age.
me: I dont believe I mentioned ty was really cute.
d: well, i know well enough that you definitely pick the good ones.
me: oh. you know me too well.
d: *laughs* anyway, re-focussing, its normal and trying to avoid them is worse.
me: really?
d: yea. definitely. bottling up your feelings like that is not healthy.
me: so, what do I do? I feel so different abt guys now. Before they were just boys. Now, theyre, boys..
d: it doesnt matter abt other guys, or what you think is gonna happen. It doesnt matter abt what others say. Its just how you feel and what you want to do. Think abt it nat. tell me exactly how feel abt ty.
me: I guess, a part of me, really wants him to be a big part of my life. to be someone really close to my heart. to be someone, I, love.
d: then there you go. Tell this to ty. And then you just have wait and see how things work out.
me: Im scared to date. Im scared to put myself out there. Relationships never go perfect. Not now. Not at this age.
part 2!!! i hate yt sometimes.
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jonas *daughter* story chapter 95 (part 1)by shailucutie569 views
video was awesome. i was laughing so badly :)
RachelMarie96 1 year ago
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh post more
dollarglamorous 2 years ago
Awesome!
shannonmalone 2 years ago
i love demi. shes a perfect fit into the story.
kellyx101 2 years ago