If You Only Knew... {A Jonas Brothers Story} Chapter 62: Pain...

[Nicks P.O.V.]
Why didnt you tell anyone? I asked, still feeling kinda stunned.
Well for so many reasons. I was embarrassed. Its not easy to admit something like this. And I was scared. Scared of myself and what I was capable of but mostly scared of losing you and Kevin. Or scared that you wouldnt see me as Joe, your brother, but youd see me as the monster--I feel like--Im turning into. I didnt and I still dont want you to fear me. But one of the main reasons was my pride. I didnt want help. For some reason I thought I would seem weak if I asked for help. Especially from you or Kevin. And honestly after seeing how different things were after Mom and Dad were and how miserable you were, I didnt want a repeat of that. I know that Ive made a lot of mistakes and caused you a lot of physical and emotional pain but Im sorry. Can you forgive me? he asked A mix of emotions ran through me: sympathy, shock, sadness, but mostly anger. I was angry at myself. For not taking the time to listen and for all the other mistakes Id made myself. Despite how painful it was, I hugged Joe. I dont mean emotionally, I mean physically. This was hurting like crap!
I dont hate you and I can start to forgive you. I said. He hugged me tighter and I groaned:
Pain...
Oh sorry, he said, pulling away. I smiled and he grinned in return.
Why did you tell Sierra first though? I asked.
Shes easy to talk to. he shrugged.
Yeah and no matter how much you yell at her or mistreat her, shell still always be there for you because thats just how amazing she is. I muttered more to myself than Joe.
But she might get tired of mistreated and move on, Nick. Joe warned.
Youre right Joe, thanks. I replied.
Anytime, he said, patting my back.
Pain... I groaned again.
He laughed again and said:
Sorry.
There was a soft knock at the door and then it opened.
[Sierra's P.O.V.]
I walked in and immediately Joe hugged me.
"Thank you, it's because of you that I had the courage to tell Nick. Did you tell Kevin?" I nodded, "You're gonna make a great little sister one day." he whispered. I blushed and he laughed at my expression.
"C'mon Kev. Let's leave these lovebirds alone for a minute or two," Joe said, pushing Kevin out of the room with him. I went to Nick's side and touched his cheek lightly.
"You okay?" I whispered.
"Yeah. When I get out of here I wanna take you somewhere special," he grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers, "I wanna tell you something important."
"Okay..." I said. He tugged on my arm and pulled me down.
"I love you. A lot." he said.
"I love you too." I replied. He kissed me passionately and I felt a rush. That beautifully familiar rush.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------­------------------------------------------------------------I feel like I'm losing my touch. My writing is starting to suck more and more lately... Blehhh... This might be the only thing I post today... Maybe...idk.

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[sidcrosbyluver87]

haha your writing doesnt suck, sia!

i love it! and you!

[xxlilxxkweenxx]

Your writing doesnt suck and its not starting to suck!

I loved it! =) ♥