Hold On-A Jonas Brothers Love Story- Chapter Three-
Nick-
"Here it goes..." I muttered to himself, putting a smile on my face as Meagan saw me.
"Hey Nick!" She said happily, coming to me and giving me a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
"Hey Meg." I said, trying to sound happy.
I took her hand and lead her to the bench.
"Sit down, I have something I have to tell you." I said, gently pulling her down on the bench beside me.
She looked at me curiously.
"Nick whats wrong? Did something happen? Are you alright?" She asked anxiously, grabbing both of my hands and looking into my eyes.
Man, she was beautiful, and her eyes made me melt. But I have to stay focused...what was I gonna say? Oh yeah!, I thought frantically.
"No nothing's wrong and nothing happened. Its just...Ugh! I don't know how to tell you this." I said, frustrated at myself for not being able to tell her.
"Nick, what is it? You can tell me." She said, squeezing my hand.
I managed a little smile.
"I...I mean my family...my family is moving." I blurted out, looking at her anxiously.
"What?!Why?!" She said, tears coming to her eyes.
"My dad is getting transferred. I'm so sorry, i'm gonna miss you so much." I said, holding her hands tight and looking into her eyes.
"Oh...I-I-I'm gonna miss you too Nick..."She said, tears rolling down her cheeks, I reached out and pulled her to me, rubbing her back, trying to comfort her. She sobbed silently on my shoulder, I just held her til she stopped crying. She leaned back and wiped her eyes.
"Sorry.." She said, managing a wobbly smile.
"Its ok, don't apologize. I'm so sorry I have to leave, but I decided to tell you now, so that way we could spend my last two weeks here together....unless you don't want too." I said, watching her face to see what she'd say.
She just sat there looking at her lap then she looked up at me.
"I-I don't know Nick..its gonna be hard, cuz i'll only be thinking about you leaving." She said, tears coming to her eyes again, I wrapped my arms around her again.
"I know, that's what i'll be thinking about too. But we can still hang out, I wanna be with you as much as I can before we leave, we have two weeks." I said, hoping to cheer her up.
"Ok, what do you want to do first?" She asked, leaning back and looking at me, trying to smile.
I gently wiped the tears from her face and smiled a little.
"Whatever you want to do. I don't care, as long as i'm with you." I said, smiling bigger.
"Ok, why don't we go for a walk. Just talk."She said, giving me a little smile.
"Ok, but first I have one more thing to tell you..." I said, reaching for her hand and holding it, gently rubbing my thumb across the back of her hand.
"Ok, it isn't more bad news is it?" She asked, her smile vanishing.
"No, no, I think you might like this one, I realized recently, that I liked you alot, that I...that I..." I said, stuttering a little.
Stupid! Spit it out! I mentally yelled at himself.
"Yes...you what?" She asked, looking at him curiously.
"I-I...I love you." I blurted out, blushing a little.
I looked up at her, to see what her reaction was and she looked shocked.
Is that a good thing? I thought curiously.
"Uh..um...ok." She said, not looking at me.
"What do you mean ok? Thats all you have to say?" I asked, getting a little angry.
"What do you want me to say?" she asked, pulling her hand out of mine and crossing her arms.
"Oh I don't know, how about "I love you too"?" I said, wondering why she even asked.
How could she just say "ok"? Does that mean she doesn't love me? I thought.
"Nick...i'm sorry, but i'm not sure if I love you back. I like you alot, but i'm not sure I love you." She said, looking like she was fighting tears.
"Well...I thought you could at least say something better than ok." I said, not looking at her.
"I'm sorry, you wanna go for that walk now?" She asked hopefully.
"No, I can't. I have to go. I'll see you later Meagan." I said, getting up abruptly and leaving her there.
I can't believe she just said "ok". I've been waiting for that moment for a long time and that's all the answer I get. I need some time to cool off, I had to leave or I might have said something I would've wound up regretting, I thought, feeling a little bad for leaving her.
But I needed to be alone right now, hopefully she'll understand.
I got home, went upstairs to my room and closed the door behind me and collapsed on my bed.
This was turning out to be the worst day of my life....
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