I made this video nearly three months ago. It is a continuing saga of cruelty in an incest family system mired in silence and secrets.
This is the first half of the original. I have spent 3 months in transition because of the damage done to my life, including finances, reputation, stability, etc. That is my reason for taking so long to sort this out.
Within minutes of finishing this video an Albion, NY police officer showed up with my sister and her daughter who bullied her mother into silence. My sister and I are closer than ever. There was nothing she could do under the strain she was under. If the policeman had made it clear I had a right to remain there, a great tragedy could have been avoided.
But my sister and I had already faced the apathy of the town legal avenues we pursued. Besides, our eldest sister had continued contact with the social worker who investigated the elder abuse in the house (me supposedly abusing my sister) and the word out was that all anyone had to do was call the authorities in Albion and I could be tossed out.
I would like at this time to note that the sister I was living with for the past two years was and is one of my best friends, she was a victim of the family system along with me. there are no hard feelings between us, nor were there when the sister spearheading this movement against me at last succeeded in riling enough fear to get me removed.
That afternoon my sister and I cried and tried to sort out what had happened as she drove me to my sister in Naples NY where I resided in a small basement storage and sewing room sleeping on an air mattress and just enough room to stand beside the bed.
This sister Sharon is a treasure. She made me as comfortable as possible under the emergency circumstances and I will always be grateful.
By Saturday afternoon (the big move was on Thursday)against my sister in Albion NYs wishes, her children had packed my entire life into a small storage unit. My office, my personal effects, everything cleared away, and my sister was instructed by her bullied and terrified children to not let a single thing of mine back in the house.
It was Tuesday morning that I was told my things were in storage. I thought at that moment I would never recover. I could feel them going through my things, touching my life, handling it like so much refuse to be recycled.
I was on my way the the therapist I began seeing due to this terrible situation, she recommended I enter St Mary's mental ward. My state of mind was vastly deteriorated from the small clip about the day they almost broke me.
I felt as though I had been raped, the violation was that intense, and by the very people who were already destroying me.
I entered the hospital as my therapist suggested. By morning the professionals who treated and observed me knew I did not belong there. I had already decided, as I have stated over and over, I will not go back down that dark lonely road.
It has been grueling at times since. Yet I am grateful.
Before I had no siblings out of 19. Today I have four sisters and one brother.
Before my children did not know me, neither did I. Today they are getting to know me as I press on as best I can and as I have always said, you're not a failure until you quit trying. And that day has not come for me.
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Incest?by xihakuix665,572 views
i know exactly what you are talking about. i feel for you as do i feel for myself.....and all others who have suffered and continue to suffer....
fullspectrumrainbow 4 months ago
Bravo! All voices of childhood sexual abuse need to find their voice and put the truth out there. Charge the perpetrators for their crimes, sue them for your pain andsuffering, stand up to save any other current or future victims. I love you, hugs and strength to you. Brave warrior survivor, lead us all to the light and value of truth put forth on this hideous crime. Way to go!
katdee76 1 year ago