Blood Thirst (Jemi Lost Love) Episode 9 (2/5) mini marathon

Future's pov!
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i didnt understand anything of what i just went through of my thougths. it never made sence. i was thinking of it in another way. it meant nothing! i said this in a way thatonly i could believe it. then why do i not believe it?

i wanted to believe that joe meant nothing. like the talks we had. or everything about us being together. he talked about eerything differetly. i almost thought it was bad, the way his breath blew across the room. drawing me to want to taste it. his breath looked, warm. the warmth of it as it flew through the was amazing. his breath smelling not sweet, not bitter, not minty, but fresh. like it was planned to be fresh. clean.

i wondered if a kiss, that one first kiss, would mean anything if i did. if i kissed him soon, would he back away? or say no? or anything else? i wanted us to kiss for the first time. i wanted to feel his skin. his breath. i wanted to kno ho strong his teeth were to me. if he was strong at all for a human.
thats what worried e the most. was if he was strong enough to hold me. even for the smallest reason. i am strong. but i am not heavy. but if i did something, i could be. this was stupid i know. this was unexpainable of what i would be panning to do. i wanted to kow what he felt. but as it is i do notwant to know from his mind. i wnt it from his heart. i want to hear him say it. from his lips that lay out in front of me at imes. but stay closed and dont open. and when he talks, even if he just says "hi" to me. its like hes speaking a language that only we know. i am a vampire and i am feeling things i have never known about. never like this before i have.

now i walk into the door, passing it. finding Cecilia on the floor. how beautiful she is. and because of me, she is left to stay that age of forever.

"momma?" she says to me as i sit besid her on the carpeted floor.

"Yes?" she looks at me expectant. i just smile an di wait for her to ask me. though she just waits for me to answer, without her asking me.
"it went ok. we spent sometime together by me, explainign why the things in the book happened. and he nailed it down when he was writing the report."

"what is his name again mommy? did u even tell me?" she haddoe like eyes. pleading with me to tell her someting. as if it was a long kept secret. to e it was.

"his name is joe. an di do not think i have." it was late now. getting really late. and hungry i knew cecilia would be.
"mommy? can we go out hunting now?" like i said. i knew she would be.

"sure common." and as we walked out the door into the woods. waiting for anything. a sound had caught my ears. and i knew, that cecila was in trouble now. here she comes. and she cannot take her from me. not now. not ever. she is mine. i will kill her. she will stay dead.

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cliffy! sorry ts short again. another eppy up tomarrow. i promise.

wht will happen to cecilia?
what about future?

most of all, who is coming after them, and who wants cecilia?

comment comment commment plz.

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