Flames.(2)*

Two days later and I sit on the bed. He is in the living room, drinking himself to numbness again. I feel the shame of what I have allowed to happen to myself fall on me, engulfing me like flames. A cold burn to remind me of what I keep falling for.
I get up, ready to check if he hasn't choked on his own vomit. I open the door to yellow, gold and orange. Joe somewhere in the middle of it. I fight against my instinct to run away and instead run into the room. I see a shadow passed out on the sofa and I run towards it. It grabs me and I fall.
"I need to help you." I urge him to let me go.
"You'll just leave me. Everyone leaves me. Well this way we'll be together forever."
I shook my head. "No, Joe. I want to live. Us together. Please."
He shook his head feebly and leant back on the couch.
"Joe! Joe!" I slapped him lightly and realised he had blacked out. The door bust down and I was picked up and put over someone's shoulders. "No! Don't leave him!"
As we walked outside and the light reached us, the sounds of sirens and people muttering reached me as well.
"Take me back! I need to be with him! We should be together!"
My pleas were nothing to him. He was just focused on getting me away. And as soon as we hit the pavement, an explosion went behind me and my sobs became louder.

Now.
"Miss Demi," a nurse in white scrubs came in with a cup and two pills in her hand, taking my attention from the guarded fireplace. "Time for your medication."
"I don't need it. Joe told me I don't need it."
She suppressed a sigh and she walked towards me cautiously. "You need it, Miss Demi. Joe isn't here anymore."
"He is." I stood up and she rushed towards the door, ready to make her escape. "You don't know! No matter how many evaluations you do on me, you have no fucking idea!"
She pressed the red button and another nurse came in with a needle in her hand.
"Don't! Just stay away." I cried. "Joe, make them stay away!"
The nurse moved towards me and backed me into a wall. "Stay calm Miss Lovato."
My cries worsened and I sunk to the floor. The blank white carpet nothing to what I wanted around me right now. I shut my eyes and felt the needle break skin, making my brain see nothing but darkness.
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Thank you for reading this :)
It is based on Love the way you lie, and i know a lot of people are doing one shots like this at the moment but I wanted to. If there are any questions just comment and I'll answer them :)
Thank You!

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• Mental
• Demi
• Joe
• Jonas
• Lovato
• Loss
• Difficulty

[Fightergurl99]

@aznxsweetiex3 thank you :)

[aznxsweetiex3]

That was amazing :)

Very descriptive.