+ i'lldiewithyou__♥ || Part Two.

[[Later On]]
"Its alright, Dani. Daddy's just worried about your mom." Nick says to Danika, rocking her in his arms.
"But he's crying, Uncle Nick."
"No, no. Please don't be difficult, princess. Uncle Nick needs to take care of you right now. Daddy's busy" He replies.
I was in a chair watching the doctor and nurse hover over Demi. What happened? She was right there talking to me. I didn't even get to tell her I loved her too.
The doctor turns.
"Mr. Jonas? May I talk to you?"
I look at Demi as he steps away from her. Her eyes were closed again. She was only sleeping, right? ONLY, sleeping.. Please let that be.
"I'm very sorry, Mr. Jonas. She's gone back into the coma."
NO! NO! She can't. She was talking to me. She was holding me. She was loving me. No!
"I'm afraid that her brain is failing her. Yes, Mrs. Jonas is very much strong. We can tell that she wants to live, but a patient's will isn't enough." He gives me another sympathetic look, just like the ones I've seen for seven months. "I'm very-"
My head shakes at him, as I look down, shutting my eyes. "Just get out.." I whisper.
The footsteps fade out and the room is silent again. With just the beepings coming from Demi.
"Joe," Nick sighs, "I'm sorry."
Sorry? My jaw clenches as my hands do. With all of the fucking 'sorrys' I've gotten for these past seven months, I know that 'sorry' doesn't mean shit anymore. I'm sick and tired of the 'sorrys', the tears, the problems, and my life. Why? None of those things can make Demi wake up. NONE. I didn't even notice I stood up and threw stuff on the floor or how I kicked my chair all the way to the other side of the room. Or how I was screaming, cussing, and scaring my own daughter.
"Joe!" Nick screams again.
I squat down and fall back, sitting on the floor, still sobbing. I kick at the air, screaming. How could God be so cruel to us? We were good people. We went to church on sundays, twice if we could. I worked two jobs. I wouldn't even think about looking at another woman apart from Demi. I spent time with my daughter. I loved my family. I loved my life. The family and life I thought I had, anyway. My life is so screwed. Why couldn't God just take Demi then? To save us all this hope crushing, the tears, the hurt. Didn't he want us to be happy? What did my family do wrong? What did I do wrong!? I started hitting myself, trying to numb myself from everything around me. It was too much. Demi finally woke up, but He took her away again. WHY!? I had to get out of here. I had to end this. If I had to, I'll die with Demi. Anything. I got up grabbing the first car keys I could see and went up to Danika who was hiding in Nick's chest. Even my own daughter was hurting.
"Danika.." I sob, "Please forgive me, baby. I'm so sorry."
She looks up and I see her tears pouring out of her eyes.
"Daddy, please.. Please don't cry. You always cry."
Her fingers reach up to my face and I cry harder. Danika was the best daughter any parent could have. She was an angel.
"I'm sorry, Dani. Really, I am." I turn away from Nick and her and begin to walk away.
"No! Daddy!"
I can imagine her squirming in Nick's arms trying to get away. Trying to reach me. Please.. This is torture. I run and turn the knob.
"Joe!"
Someone grabs my hand and I'm forced to turn around.
"Daddy, please don't leave me.. Please don't. I'll tell mommy to wake up. She will. Please!"
I stare down at my little daughter, only five years of age. She tugs on my hand tighter and she gets closer, looking up at me sobbing. Her hands stretch up to me, trying to get me to hold her.
"Take me with you, daddy. Please. I promise, I'll be good. I won't make you mad. I'll do my chores. I'll do good in school! Please, daddy. I need you."
I fight myself from picking her up and embracing her. I need Demi too.. I bend down to her height, my knees trembling. I push the hair from her wet face.
"I love you, Danika. Daddy loves you so much." I sob again, pecking her forehead. I get up quickly and open the door. Danika's on my leg now.
"Daddy, don't. Please take me with you."
I shut my eyes trying to gather up my limited strength. And when I do, I gently pry my daughter off me and make a run for it.
"Daddy! Daddy! Uncle, Nick, let me go!" I hear her scream as I run through the hallway.

Category:

Entertainment

Tags:

• Jemi
• One
• Shot
• :)
• Joe
• Jonas
• Demi
• Lovato

[JoeJonasismine4ever0]

"Daddy, please.. Please don't cry. You always cry." And the rest after that, I'm crying my eyes out right now and its just a story! Loved it, this is so sadd!

[NickandDemiNemi]

Omg. I dont like Jemi but this is so sad :( Omnj. im crying

[kathryn728zanessa]

whats the title of the song?

[Mrs2Lovett]

Joe really shouldn't leave his daughter. She needs him, dammit! If he actually does leave her, then he's just an idiot.

[Jemi4thewin]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! i cant even read, my stupid tears! :"(

[jfLoDemilovatofan]

dayumm gets me freakin teary ..

[ddlandselgomezfan]

i probably look like an idiot sitting infront of the computer with tears coming down my face

seriously?

this is not suppose to make me cry!

[emziiesmusic]

heya :) please may you tell me what the song is called? thank you :) <3

[LibbyJonas]

:''(

[megan3105]

omg im seriously gonna cry :'(