The second of 2 videos filmed since the operation on my vocal cords.
This is an original song. My voice is still weak but improving daily.
Lyrics
Why is it I'm such a drunken mess?
Pacing round with faces I've known 5 minutes & acting like it's years.
Powder on my nose & laying on toilet floors.
I am wasting my potential - I'm relentlessly chasing boys.
And I just seem to be constantly angry.
All you chauvinist males in bands pretending you're somebody.
And that kinda shit used to work on me, with your FTB's & your GNG's...go fuck yourself.
Your music sounds like everybody else's.
What will it take to break this routine of running in circles?
Are you tired? Cause I'm so fucking tired.
When sex is about ego & not love - then what hope did we ever have?
You fuck all my friends or people I've known for years on end.
And then you promote that shit on tumblr.
Go sink & fucking float,
We've known eachother since 17 years old.
Almost a decade of loving you
And a decade of you telling me our stoy's not through.
What will it take, to be on the same page as you forever?
Now I'm bitter & cold
And I'm so scared of growing older
All my life I feel I never took control
And I achieved nothing to be worthy of him.
Are you tired? Cause I'm so fucking tired.
Of playing these games - the mirror is still out of place.
Really like it. *-*
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