Quick July 2010 Update
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All Comments (24)
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@unigirlb Right now?I'm feeling much more mature.
Still no pleasure,joy,I can't even feel sad.Just depressed.I can't cry or anything.
I think I have some kind of coping mechanism turned on.I actually thought I recovered but then I just realized that my mind was coping with it in some way.I feel like I've accepted that I live in a dream/coma/or that I may be dead so I have to remind myself the people I'm talking to are really there.
It feels both better and worse than before.
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@unigirlb Didn't know that.
I haven't tried any means of therapy.Too scared to try.
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Thanks!
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:) No boyfriend.... no kids.... thanks for the encouragement!
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Haven't tried it. Have you? Will keep it in the back of my head for possible future trials.
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not doing it anymore... got sick of it
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I'm not doing great but I am doing ok. More vids coming soon!
best of luck to you
truetype1 1 year ago
@truetype1
Thanks!
unigirlb 1 year ago
I'm very sorry for you.I really hope I'm one of those that have it for a year instead of being like you and have it for decades,no offense.I know a lot of people that had it for a very long time,I even know one that had it for 50 years.I don't want this and I would do or give anything just to recover.My grades in school are getting worse,my friends don't hang out with me anymore,I can't feel happiness nor pleasure,I feel distant and depersonalized.I just don't want to live life this way.
govnajedemdanas 1 year ago
@govnajedemdanas And yes,I believe that people with mental illnesses should have children because it could help them having a little responsibility and a child has a lot more benefits to mental health.Mental illnesses don't descend onto children so there is no risk of that.I'm scared of taking medication as I might prolong my dp,but then again, I'm desperate.This is ruining my life.
I'm 13 by the way.
Still,I hope the best for you.
govnajedemdanas 1 year ago
@govnajedemdanas
There is a genetic link to mental illnesses...
Try any forms of therapy yet? You are not alone!
unigirlb 1 year ago
@govnajedemdanas
How are you now?
unigirlb 1 year ago