Reformer - My Lord

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Here are the lyrics.

I'm losing faith in you
I've lost myself to this world
This life...borrowed
My soul...for the taking
where have I gone wrong?
how far back have i lost sight
when did i stop caring
my emotions when did i suppress?
helping...less and less
my sins no longer confess
no longer say sorry
thinking this life...for me... or not
i thought...i said...i promised
i listed you at the top
my heart your inhabitation
but when was the last time i had a conversation with you
your words fall on deaf ears
i cry out to you and let the silence and darkness embrace over whelm
my faith, i rarely mention you
my only intention was to accept you like you have accepted I
so why is it so hard to say jesus did die for me and you and you and you
i know your love is so true so true so true
but the athiests scream "LIES"
the skeptics "PROVE IT"
the back sliders "NOT GOOD ENOUGH"

my heart has broken and healed to ice structure
fill me with your warmth lord
father lecture me
the pain, the hours of solitude, having my hand slapped
tryna help, having it ignored when needing a hand to get up
no one will understand how much you had a hand in helping me get to my feet
i was pure, i followed your path my old life my old ways i did repeat
i felt your wrath i took it with open arms
chastizing a disobedient child
i was wild in my hurt
wasn't the first, wasn't the worst
but you held me close despite refusing to bask in the light
you still shined it down upon me
thanks for lighting my way back to you
i fall sometimes you pick me up always
i sin sometimes you forgive it always
i turn my back you never do
i say i love you jesus
you just repeat i always have

so even when i'm left alone i will always have you
and for the ones who still don't know you
may my words impact them
like my tears to the ground when i think of your mighty sacrifice
my flickered out light, may it shine twice as bright
use me as a lantern for the lost souls in this dark world
satans kingdom has nothing on your crown
so lord hold me down
bring me to my knees
and may i speak words
just a prayer please

LORD, I come to you
My soul weary
My eyes teary
My life dreary
Dreams have become nightmares
Feels like no one cares
But I know you always do
And, so that's why i come to you
Hear my words LORD
First thing I ask
is that you help the ones i love
understand I have not forsaken them
Its just taking me longer than usual
To get back up
I look up, and wish I was up there with you
But I know there's something that needs to be done here
So the second thing I ask
Make it clear, guide me to where I need to be
Let me see, what you see LORD
Third request
Invest in me your love
And I will share it with those who need it the most
I will not boast that I am your child
I'll keep my ministering mild, and stay humble
I know to be proud and love myself
But I think no ones allowed to see themselves as better than anyone
Because even my SAVIOUR washed his followers feet
So what gives them that idea they can mistreat
Your children, my LORD.
I will be hated for speaking up when I shouldn't
Mocked for refusing to do what is "cool"
Laughed at for loving you
Ignored when I speak of you
I know that this will be enough to discourage me
From walking by your side FATHER
The thought of it bothers me
Please, forgive me for acting in such a manner
There words and actions shouldn't matter
Because LORD there is so much more
And you are EVERYTHING
there is NOTHING like your love
Your my smile after the tears
The rainbow after the storm, and my umbrella during it
My crutch when I can't walk, my voice when I can't talk
My laughter right at the devils face
My home when there is no farmilar place
My strength when I need to be strong
My will to keep going, when I feel like I can't go on
I thank you for your PATIENCE
I thank you for your GUIDANCE
I thank you for your FORGIVENESS
I thank you for being FAITHFUL
I thank you for your LOVE
I thank you for your SACRIFICE
I hope LORD that my heart will suffice
allow me to abide by your side
and replenish and grow
to flourish and glow
in JESUS MIGHTY NAME
AMEN.

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