"I'm not fucking homophobic. I just don't like you. You are annoying. You piss me off. I don't give a shit that you're gay, faggot."He jaw was locked, he was seriously pissed off.
"Maybe I should just go."
"You should definitely just go, I don't want you here, you're my tutor, not my fucking friend. If you're done tutoring me, you leave!" He pushed me out of his bedroom, and slammed the door. I walked down stairs to see his dad standing there, I gulped.
"Did Jospeh just slam the door?!" I saw the anger, and as much as Joe hurt me, I couldn't stand to have him hurt.
"No sir, that was me, it was an accident, I am truly sorry." He looked me up and down, I was literaly shaking.
"Thats alright son, you are welcome anytime." With those words I left. I wasn't welcome anytime, I wasn't welcome at all. Why do I keep wanting the guy who hates me?
The next morning.
Joe was already at his car by the time I got outside.
"Hurry up!!" He yelled, since when does he care if he's late. I got into the car, I didn't look at him, I didn't feel like verbal, or physical abuse today. I honestly didn't feel anything. He got out of the car, and slammed it, and walked up to a random girl, and kissed her. And then the feelings came. I felt like I was being slammed by a truck, no, a freight train. The wind was knocked out of me, and I felt a stab, in my heart. But I sucked it up, and walked into the school. I swear I saw him grin at me as I walked by.
In English Class.
"Goodmorning class, I am going to be handing back your tests. Nick, you weren't here, so you will get a no mark." She walked to Joe's desk. "Joseph, I think maybe you should go to the applied english class."
"I'm not going to that motherfucking class, its for retards!!"
The teacher looked as if she'd been slapped."Joseph!"
"Fuck you miss! You're a fucking prick, along with everyone else in this motherfucking school!" He was looking to me as he said it.
"OFFICE NOW!!" She screamed.
"I was going there anyway you fucking cocksucker!!" He stormed out, slamming the door. The teacher recollected herself, and finished the lesson. I couldn't pay attention, my mind kept wandering to Joe. I know, i'm pathetic, but the heart wants what the heart wants, even if he is a total douchebag.
In the cafeteria.
I sat with Karlee, Miley, Selena and Carder again.
"Whats up Nicky, hows Joey?" Carder cooed at me.
"He totally flipped out in class, like seriously went ape shit."
Selena laughed."You witnessed the famous JackassJoe blowout. He has them every once in awhile, usually when someone gets too him." That made me frown, was I getting to him in a bad way?
"I also saw him makeout with a random girl this morning." Miley stared at me.
"So what?"
"Well he doesn't know her."
"Listen honey, if you are as hot and attractive and sexy as Joe, you don't need to know a girl to mac them." I was stunned, but they all nodded.
"So he just makes out with girls whenever he feels like it?'
"Well yeah." The thought of Joe kissing millions of girls went threw my head, I suddenley felt queezy, I did my best to shake that thought. Karlee waved her hand infront of my face.
"Yo Nick, you okay?"
"So there is no chance he's gay, like none?" That gave them a good laugh, Carder actually started to cry, once she gained control, she answered me.
"Nick, i'm going to lay it down for you. Jospeh Adam Jonas a.k.a Jackass, will never be gay. He is infact a manwhore, he could get with anyone in this school, including us, and we have morals." They all nodded, this was not helping my stomach. Luckily the bell rang and I finished the day, with Joe on my mind. I walked out of the school, and was suprised to see Joe leaning against his car.
"What are you doing here?" That sounded a little ruder then it was supposed too.
"I drive you home from school faggot. I don't want an extra beating for not following my responsibilities."
"Where were you the rest of the day?" He didn't answer, just watched the road. A couple minutes later, he answered.
"I got suspended, again." He laughed coldly. "I'm excited for the beating, cusing out a female teacher, its not like I beat up some faggot." He looked at me as he said it. "If I did, I would get a medal." He laughed again, and looked back at the road. I wanted to flee from the car, I wanted to run my fingers through his hair, I wanted to shove my hands down his pants, there was too much going on in my head. And I made a mistake. I put my hand on his arm. He looked at it repraochfully, anger flickered across his face, along with something else I couldn't place. In a second he had stopped the car infront of my house. As I was about to leave, he grabbed me, and pulled me back. He brought my face real close to his.
"I told you not to touch me, I told you to leave me alone, give the fuck up Nick, i'm not gay, i'm not attracted to you. I do infact hate you." He kissed me fast and hard. "See Nick, see? There is nothing there. There is nothing between us."
I-I- don't-t know w-what to sa-y!!!! I'm fucking crying Saraphina!!!!!!!!!How could I be so heartless in this story!?!?!?!?!?!?Okay dont answer that.+ side to crying is Blake gets to make me better!!!!!
peaches0201 2 years ago
You did not just call me Saraphina. Bold move Carder, bold move. You do realize I write the story, and could easily kill Nick and Joe. Really easily. You better post.
lighterheart69 2 years ago