how did it get to this??
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Uploaded by reddfish44 on Jul 23, 2008
My struggle began in 1994,, from struggle to disease of the mind... I am a slave to anorexia, bulimia, EDNOS.. No matter what my weight, i was never really satisfied,, all that pain,, for nothing,, but a body that's deteriorating now... it has finally taken it's toll........
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I Hate It. I Hate It All.
The Therapist Appointments, The Drama, The Food, The Teasinq, My Weiqht, I May Only Weiqh 85lbs And Be 13.. But I Only Feel Pretty When I'm Hunqry....
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Wow, I really hope that she has recovered. Im going through the same health problems with this ed atm and I just hope that she found recovery
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Sometimes I just wish I had the control... I hate myself for saying that but I hate myself anyway,
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I hope no one ever goes through again... I dont know you but this video is a clear perception of ur pain. I pray for you and other anorexics
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I hope you are doing better now! really good video, made me almost cry!
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you did a very good job on this video...and you were able to manipulate me into feeling your pain...and the conquenses of this sickness..i hope you can recover...its terrile what youv een through and you dont deserve it
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the video was very impressive, take care of yourself, i hope ur doing better x
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been purging for 6 years, i cant take anymore, had 2 suicide attempts, i may have bipolar and schitzephrenia and ive got clinical depression and paranoia, all from my eating, everyone is telling me i have an ed but i dont :(, i cant be bothered with my life anymore i dont want to be here its too hard :'(
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Her last sign in was 8 months ago. I really pray she got better. Even if she didn't make it, I really hope no one in this world will have to suffer from this disorder anymore.
viczhou11 1 year ago 9
i HATE food, i HATE ed! Wish it would all just stop...
chickenllamagoat 1 year ago 7