Conversation With God (rough mix) (WITH LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION)

New album track....Album is untitled as of yet...CHIZZLE!!!

Lyrics:
my whole life has been fucked-up/
i try to tell the people closest to me, they be like tough-luck/
i wish i had the heart to blow my brain the fuck-up/
and leave the world behind, wit my girl and mind/
they call it selfish, but i've lonely on my last-road/
i rep my city and they tell me kiss they asshole/
i aint cut nobody's throat to get a fast show/
jesus tell me he love me but I don't know if that's-so/
i broke a couple of hearts and now-im-suffering/
lord did you take the time to think how that shit fucks-wit-me/
it seems like vodka and gin's the only one that care/
you took my happiness from me and now i run despair/
i live with demons and bats inside my fuckin lair/
3 miscarriages later, and i'm the one to spare?/
stress got me in a choke and it won't stop/
my only moment of joy is when a song drops/
or when a nasty ho's pants then thong drops/
maybe i wouldn't be sad if i saw-props/
how you got me wantin to leave my mother/
leave me lover, and end it with a bleeding upper/
but severe head trauma would realize my suffer/
i love demario though, i can't leave my brother/
man, i can't even tell what the problem is/
depression and anxiety, shit got me pinned/
not again, god forgive, stop the sins/
i'm rotting in my own fat, sloppy skin/
i love my city like i love danyell/
i mean i think she love me but shit i can't tell/
my fame's going up and my name's blowin up/
but im lame broke as fuck and remain lone and stuck/
and i cant hold a nut, no love from tally/
the area code i rep don't fuck wit me proudly/
make me wanna call em all out loudly/
and bust they muthafuckin head cuz they doubt me/
i feel like the city wouldn't be shit without me/
but still these niggas say negative shit about me/
only lil 8/50 understands the pain/
but he's so numb from drugs that he can't relate/
so im drinkin liquor quicker now i cant refrain/
wasted, cryin over the phone, damn the game/
if anybody hears this, help me yall/
im talkin to you dymond, help me dog/
if yall dont help me up, you gon see me fall/
i love you, adios til you see me again, amen/

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