Eclipsed Heart & Mind of the Narcissist (Music by Doug Payne)

Having been the fly caught in the web of someone with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD), and made to suffer the effects of the skewed perceptions and emotional immaturity predominant therein, I think Doug's lyrics hit the mark from the NPD's view.

NPD's can destroy what their victims believe to be a genuine friendship and/or romance, along with the ability to trust another person again. Don't allow your own sense of empathy and caring blindside you to what your own instincts may be revealing to you. The NPD needs help - and only the NPD can acknowledge and therein seek that help. Sometimes, all you can do, is exercise tough love and walk away from the relationship.

Original music by Doug Payne, aka, coomadoug
(To listen to more of Doug's original tunes on You Tube check out his channel "coomadoug" and/or visit
http://cdbaby.com/cd/dougpayne)

What Makes a Narcissist Tick - Comment on a Modern Plague
I hide I can not relate
I put on a face and I shut the gate.
I wont confide. I can not debate.
I wont decide. I procrastinate.
You cant reach my soul.
It's in a deep dark hole
and if you love me too well,
I'll make your life hell.

So well I've lived this lie.
No one can tell. Not even I.
My baby's got the right to ask,
but i wont stop and take off the mask.

She cant reach my soul.
It's in a deep dark hole
and if she jumps in this well
I'll ,ale her life hell.

If someone dare to touch my heart
show they care the trouble will sart.
My greatest fear are her loving eyes
and tender hands over my disguise.

You cant reach my soul.
It's in a deep lonely hole
and if you jump in this well
I'll make your life hell.

I'd like to feel with you.
To laugh and cry and see things through
We would have it made
if I would end this sharade.

I can't reach my soul
It's in a deep dark hole
and if you jump in this well
I'll make your live hell.

If you jump in this well
Ill make your life hell.
(Doug's original version contains the closing, na na na na na na)

The full solar eclipse was filmed in February, 1979, from Helena, Montana.

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• coomadoug
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• 1979
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• friendship
• relationships
• valentine
• illness
• personality
• disorder

[ClaudiaMontana8]

Thank you Doug! It was a real pleasure to work on this one ... love the lyrics ... dynamic in meaning :) And the tune ... well ... I especially enjoy that hint of Aussie accent of yours :) Best always!

[buffaloface1]

awesome although you should have had, "we'll see this through, I wanna eat your pikachu"

[payedinadvance]

Thank you for your understanding. It sure is a great song! I listened to it many times and it speaks (sings) volumes about living with a narcissist. That song has helped me heal and understand more. I'm feeling better but have had to totally remove myself from him.

[cdunnydunny]

I understand exactly how you feel. And I understand why you didnt leave sooner. It sucks when you dedicate yourself to someone that never lets you be good enough. You can never love a narcissist enough. They wont let you.

[payedinadvance]

Thank you for this song. !7 years of hell. How am I going to move forward? I'll just put one foot in front of the other and keep moving forward. Why did I not leave sooner, what was I afraid of? It's been so painful. Always wondered why I wasn't good enough. Now I understand. But I think I'll need help to heal MY heart.

[sandraplumberd]

Wow i just see now my typo errors..sorry about that. I really and so pleased with what you have done here with this song

[coomadoug]

I must say o do love what yopu have done with this and you certainly enhanced the idea. Yopu certainly understand the issue