Forever and Always 36

IM BACK!
So these past days Ive been doing a lot of thinking. A lot has happened and well yeah. Thank you for waiting patiently. I really appreciate it and Im so sorry because I know how it feels to wait. So thank you and sorry again. I decided Ill finish FAA soon and start a new season soon. I got a few ideas. So yeah. ENJOY! Special thanks to lizzie for offering a helping hand. And lauren for her amazing message the other day. It made me smile. : ]
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[Cassies POV...Im skipping sorry.]

I was finally let out of that horrible hospital. I hated being in there. But I can honestly say I made new friends.

Lizzie, my roommate is amazing. She is so wise beyond her years. Yeah shes older than me, but just to know what she has to put up with everyday, and still has a smile on her face, gets me inspired. Kevin for some strange reason began to visit me a lot. But its ok because I loved the smile he got when he started talking to Lizzie. Those two need to just kiss each other already. They both have such an amazing outlook on life that only those two could understand.

Little Nicholas on the other hand was man enough to admit he like Emma, Lizzies sister. His only problem, he thinks hes still in love with Selena.

"I dont know Cass. Shes pretty, shes so smart, family is her priority. I can talk to her for hours and not get tired." he said frustrated one day.
"ok, then what is the problem?" I asked confused.
"She reminds me too much of Selena." he sighed and threw himself back into the chair. "Its like I cant get Sel out of my head." his eyebrows furrowed as he looked for me to save him.
"oh." was all I managed to say. "well, how long has it been?"
"since Selena?" he asked. I nodded my head. "almost a year."
"hasnt it been a year too long nick? You deserve to be happy. And Im sure sel would want the same."
"but I feel guilty talking to Emma while Im thinking about her."
"dont." I said simply.

Truth is Emma had asked me if nick had a girlfriend. I assured her he didnt but I know she was just wondering why they were stuck on friends. They had gone on a few dates and they talk all the time. Nick had his glow back. And I was happy for him. He spent less time in the hospital and lizzie liked that her sister got out as well. I guess they had some common ground there. They could talk about having people they cared about stuck in this hell hole. But I had enough problems to think about these curly haired boys love lives.

Bryan and I are great. He stuck by my side the entire time. I appreciated the fact that he was willing to work things out again. Im finally happy. I love him and I cant see myself without him. His smile could make even the gloomy hospital shine bright. Even when he was dead tired from practice he would come just to say hi.

Hes starting to prepare himself to go off to college to play ball. And Im scared. He told me one day that he was willing to get an apartment and take me with him. But I want to go to school. I want to get a career, but I also dont want to let him go. I seriously contemplated whether or not to go with him. But hes leaving to Minnesota. The school I want to go to is here in California. Nick told me it would be a bad idea. He knew I wouldnt be happy over there. And its true. But I needed to get away from California. I needed to get away from my family. My dad never came to visit. His excuse, he was busy. Michael apparently went back to wherever he was after our argument. I guess he just has a better life without me.

But the main reason I want to get out of here. Joe.

I havent spoken to joke since our night in the park. I havent even seen him. And I dont know why. Did I say something wrong? Did I do something wrong? What ever happened to at least being friends? Nick told me hes just been busy. That apparently Joe decided to come back to California. So hes busy trying to get his life back together over here. The real reason. He found himself a girlfriend. Im not stupid. This is a small hospital and word gets around. Her name. Nicole. And the worst part. She works here and I see her everyday.

Im not jealous.

At least I dont think so.
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Ok so this chapter sucks. Yes. I know. Sorry. But its kind of a catch up. I know Im skipping but I have to. I want to end the story in a certain spot. Like I said the finale is coming up soon but I will be doing another season. So tell me what you think! SORRY I TOOK SO LONG!!!

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[WishUponAJonas]

so i see, we both have an emma and lizzie in our stories, that also happen to be sisters.

is that a problem? should i change it? : )

(nice chapter btw, it clearly doesn't suck)

[NewL30]

hey i actually have a night at home to read and catch up some! lol. anyway, joe and nicole needs to be done. like now.  lol

[nltvfcjblover]

Hey I'm kristin I'm been and fan of yours for along time and I want to know if u can be my cowriter for my new story

[iloveallthingsjonas]

yay!!

aww i think emma and nick are going to be a cute couple.

im glad that things are better for you. glad ur back better than ever!!

[kellyx2211]

awesome :)

[followyourdreams29]

thank you!

[mariaij18]

love it!! but i'm still waiting for joe and cassie together PLZ :]

[doggurl013]

LOVED IT!!!!

[jonasbrothers121273]

Cassie is totally jealous!! =)

and joe wants cassie and she wants him!!

post!!

[starburstgirl44]

good chapter! u need to make more SOOOOOOON