How can this be wrong? A Semi Story (Alex/Mitchie) Ep. 8

I'll be doing a marathon for Christmas :) Don't hate me for this one. What we all want between them will happen eventually :)



She didn't kiss back at first; it was making me a bit discouraged but then I felt her lips move with mine. My body was shuddering with the multiple tingles that were running through me and I felt myself getting lightheaded. I pressed against her lips harder, feeling my body react as she mimicked my actions and kissed me with a little more force. I was about to put my arms around her waist to pull her closer to me when she suddenly pulled away.
"I can't." She gasped out; her breaths were coming out ragged and her chest was quickly rising up and down. I felt my own heartbeat going a mile a minute and I felt breathless and dizzy; not once did a kiss from Dean make me feel this way.
"You can't what?" I managed to ask through my panting.
"I can't do this Alex." She shook her head violently from side to side; she looked like she was having a major internal conflict that was driving her insane. I instantly felt bad for her and part of me wished I hadn't kissed her so she wouldn't have to deal with this.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kissed you. It's just that..." Well come on, Alex. You might as well tell her the truth.
"I like you. I don't know why but ever since I saw you that first day, I haven't been able to get you off of my mind. I've never liked girls before, at least I don't think I have, but you completely took me by surprise. There's not a moment when I'm not thinking about you and I've been going crazy thinking about how insane it is for me to be falling for a girl who just happens to be my math teacher. But I can't stop it and after this kiss, I don't think I could even if I wanted to." My heart was still racing but this time it was because of my confession. She was looking at me, too many emotions running through her eyes but she seemed torn and so conflicted. She bit her bottom lip and stared directly in my eyes, as if she was trying to find the answer in them to the mess we had gotten ourselves into.
"Alex...." She took a deep breath, trying to settle her nerves. "Alex, I like you too. When I stepped into this room and locked eyes with you, I knew that somehow you were going to turn my world upside down. And you have; I tried not to think about you or what I was feeling toward you but it was impossible. I can't stand not stealing a glance at you or having at least some form of contact with you. But I can't do this." She ended quietly, maybe hoping I wouldn't hear her. The fact that she liked me too made me feel like jumping up and down and kissing her wildly but I realized she said she couldn't do this. Does that mean she can't give us a try?
"Ok...so what you're saying is that you feel the same way toward me as I do about you?" She meekly nodded her head, running a hand through her hair.
"But you don't want to give us a chance?" She sighed loudly and her shoulders drooped slightly.
"It's not that I don't want to; it's just there are too many factors that could lead to terrible consequences. You're MY STUDENT Alex. I can't have a relationship with you because someone could find out and I could lose my job. People don't embrace student teacher relationships with open arms; they would look at me as the horrible teacher that corrupted her student, not to mention made her a lesbian."
"I'm eighteen; technically I'm an adult so I can decide things for myself."
"You're still my student. Besides, what about Dean? How would you break it to him? And your friends and family? How would you introduce me to them?" Her questions were solid points but I didn't want to answer them; she was making this too difficult when all I really wanted was to at least try to be with her.
"Dean's my problem, not yours. And about everyone else, I'll worry about that when the time comes but I just want to focus on right now, not the future, just this moment."
"I can't." She whispered.
"Stop saying that!" It was making me mad that all she could say was that she couldn't. At the moment, I really wasn't thinking about how worse the consequences would be for her even though I should have. I was being selfish and part of me knew that I should cut her some slack but I couldn't help but feel frustrated that I couldn't be with the one person who constantly invades my thoughts and who leaves me feeling like I'm floating on Cloud 9 every time I see or hear her.
"Alex...Please. Please understand. As much as I want to, I can't be in a relationship with you. There are just too many risks right now." Her eyes pleaded me to listen to her, to see she wanted me as much as I wanted her but she had to be practical. Unfortunately, being as stubborn as I am, I just couldn't.
"Fine" I replied. I made my way past her and toward her door.
"Alex! Don't go! Please?!" My heart ached hearing her saying that last word but I needed time to think; I needed time to see how I could get over Miss Torres.

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• wizards
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• semi
• demena
• delena
• alex russo
• mitchie torres
• selena gomez
• demi lovato

[JJthejetplane1231]

Come on Torres. BE A MAN!!!! suck it up and be in love with her and get married an have babies together (even though thats not possible...unless one of you are hiding something ;D)

[sk8junki]

Awwwwwwww poor alex :( miss torres jus go for her u 2can keep it a secret for a while i soooooooooo lobed it i cnt wait for more :))))))))))

[LoveAsmar]

@JJthejetplane1231 i laughed so hard on ur comment, and u are %100 right XD

[vampiredarkness29]

im bored this makes me think of aria and ezra from PLL im bored

[Storiesxify]

SOOOO GOOD :D next one pls! I feel bad for Miss Torres :/ you're such a good writer :)

[summerislife2]

I don't blame Alex for being selfish! Gotta love the forbidden romance of it, though.

[MissHiony]

Oh poor Alex :( .. Can't wait for more :D

[littledeysi2008]

stubborn Alex!!! poor Miss Torres...i can only imagine how helpless she must feel :( on a brighter note...I loved it!! :D

[esha3985]

I LOVE IT PLEASE POST

[nat13256]

i love it