Ballad of an Addict

A song I wrote

Just take another one, you don't care
Anyway to get away from your home
Put on the suit of shame and pain you wear
You don't even care if you end up alone

You said I'd never be alone
And I will always have a home.
I'm so lost, I don't know where to go
And even though you may not know
I love you, Just so you know

It feels like it's slowly eating me away
Feels like something I can't control
Something I must live with every night and day
Something slowly starting to control my soul

Can you stop this before it grows?
Please hold on, Please don't let me go
Please don't let this take control
And even though it may not show
I still love you, so you know

Nothing can stop it from killing me
It doesn't matter how much I try
At least it will feel like a cold dark sleep
Watch me fade away as I slowly die

It's too late, I should have known
To Stop when I still had control
You could've saved me but you just let me go
But before I go, I want you to know
Do I still love you?
No

Category:

Music

Tags:

• acoustic
• unplugged
• rock music
• guitar
• indie rock
• live