I can't cry - LILA T. (Mature audiences only)

This is how i felt one day. sry for the bad recording. didn't take much time on this track. This song has alot of swear words, so if you're underage please don't listen. thanks.
Lyrics.
Last night I was out some friends
out partyin havin fun
using things i shouldn't use
doin the things i shouldn't have done
I got messed up
cuz deep inside i was so fuckin confused
thinkin about the things i shouldn've done
wtf am i supposed to do
Who am I now?
the fuck am i doin with myself
i tell them im okay
cuz i can't admit that i need some help
It's 11am and i can't even sleep
i feel like shit but eyes won't leak
My bullshit life is just a game
that i play and I can't even cheat
fuck im stressed out
fucked up and even maybe,
lately
i been thinkin that im going crazy
lets pray that i can save me
i hope my daddy dont hate me
for whats been goin on lately with his baby

I needa let this shit off my chest
I needa get myself off the ground
there's so many ppl i see everyday but it feels like nobodys around
i needa pull myself together
i needa stop sayin im fine
I can't even believe this im admitting that im in pieces
and no matter how hard i try
I can't cry.

every single time that anybody ever needed me
every single time you know i was always here to be
the one who was there, the person to care
even if ur prollems were smaller than any of theres
I was always the type to have prollems and never fuckin show it
but im tired of hiding shit im bout to expose it
all i needed was one person to listen when things got bad
and its sad cuz outta all the friends i thought i had
i never woulda thought
that bein there for me would be
too much for me to ask
really?
its kinda funny i should laugh..
outta all the friends i thought i had
its too much for me to ask
This shit that i've been through should be a fuckin sin to see
i wish i had my daddy here too bad that they took him from me
sometimes i feel like puttin a fuckin bullet straight into me
This feelin that im feelin lasts forever, infinity

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Music

Tags:

• cant
• cry
• lila

[jquiboloy87]

damn this shit used to be me last year :/

[DjRoMeO916]

aowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww nong sao LiLa Tz its all gravy keep it upz

[thisOaklandgirl]

aww man... thats deep Lila! You're so strong by the way <3 ily!

[lilaznsu]

I feel u girl. life is f**k up!!