I made this song in less than 10 minutes.. very bad quality.. but this is how i feel...
I just came back from the hospital.. i went to the hospital for treatment on my depression and because of my suicide attempts..
beat made by sam ock..
[Lyrics]
lord i know you there
but the pain is unfair
life is a struggle
and im freaking out daily
my fam thinks im so scary
releasing my anger and emotions
that's been bottled up for so long
i get so violent and it's so wrong.
but i keep my head high
and pray to God that i come out alive
because suicide is my mind
these thoughts aint right
but they follow me every night
and before i sleep,
i pray the Lord, For my soul to keep.
i wanna make it.
I help people, and save their lives..
but i never take my own advice..
litterally! pretendin to smile!
the love that i feel hm, it's been gone for a while
livin a life, hopin it's Gods test
feelin so stressed
then it all just takes the best.
i lose important people, one right after the next
sure i gotta a mother, but we aint even close anymore
she's focusing on her life,
she said she's embarressed to have me? and i'll grow up without a wife
i dont got a mother figure to cry to every night
and my father?
well he said the same thing too
what's a boy like me to do?
i pray to be successful.
and i'll prove it to all of you.
i try to find new ways to relieve the stress
but in the end i'm still felin depressed
my mind's overloaded
and no one knows it.
mitch is amaaazing<3
Krasnayarov 11 months ago
music is a good way to really poor out the things in your mind and help
relieve your pain!
But most of all it's God!
Keep hanging there little cousin (: , life is hard
but with God you're gonna make it! Keep your hope and faith up!
God Bless
-ceceyang
ceceyangg 11 months ago
Your gonna go far, dude... I know it
thisismyname1920 11 months ago