Secret Chapter 24 Part 2/2

Recap: READ PART 1 FIRST!!!!

Chapter 24 Part 2

After my dad died though, I went into a deep depression and kind of lost my faith. I was so mad at God for taking my dad away from me and when I needed him most. It was my first year of high school. He was suppose to be there for that, for my sweet sixteen, my graduation, my wedding. I was so mad at God , my mom, and everyone. My mom, she took his death really hard too. She started working a lot and was never home, she still isnt. But I was depressed for about 6 months until finally Sarah got fed up. *laughs* She has known me basically my whole life and she knew my dad and how close we were but she knew I was being stupid. So she slapped some sense into me. Literally, I mean she literally walked up to me and slapped me in the face. *the boys laugh and Rachel smiles* But Sarah is really like my guardian angel she was there for me whenever I needed her, even at 3am, even though she swore at me for waking her up she still helped me through the rough times. If it werent for her I wouldnt be the bundle of joy that sits before you 4 years later. *she thinks for a minute than laughs at the irony*
Nick: Wait, why are you laughing?
Rachel:*still laughing* It ironic, isnt it?
Joe: What?
Rachel: I said I wouldnt be the bundle of joy sitting before you but Im sitting here telling you the depressing story for my dads death, bawling my eyes outwell I at least thought it was ironic and funny.
Kevin:*chuckling* Im just glad your laughing.
Rachel: Well, Im done depressing everyone and myself for today, what are we doing today? *the boys stared at her dumbfounded* What?
Joe: You just sat there telling us an emotional story, crying. Then all of a sudden you are laughing and making plans for the day?
Rachel: And your point is? One of the things I learned after my dad dying and being depressed is not to dwell too much on the past or you will miss the present. You have to live life to the fullest and make each day count because you never know when life will be taken from your grasp.
Nick: Wow.Rachel.that was really deep.
Rachel: Yeah I know. *pops her imaginary collar and the boys laugh* So what are we doing today?
Kevin: I dont know, but Im going to take a shower.
Nick: Second.
Joe: Third.
Rachel: Dang it, fourth I guess.

*Kevin left to go shower, while Nick & Joe started watching TV again. Rachel pulled out her phone and texted Sarah.*

*Texting*

R: Thank you.
S: 4 wat?
R: 4 being an awesome friend & always being there for me.
S: Sure.but y?
S: O wait, did u have a dream bout ur dad again?
R: Yea, the boys woke me up cause I kept saying no in my sleep.
R: When I woke up I started like bawling my eyes out.
S: Did u explain?
R: Yea, I told them everything, w/ a lot of tears. And I told them how u slapped me.
S: I did not.
R: lol Yeah hun, u did. But Im glad, it got me out of my depression.
R: I said u are like my guardian angel and then I realized I hadnt thanked u in awhile.
S: Aw Rach, no prob. Its what Im here for. Were they insensitive, cause Ill come over and kick boy band butt if I have 2.
R: lmao no they were great, even tho I got Joes shirt wet.
S: how?
R: He hugged me 2 calm me down while I was crying and I got tears all over it.
S: really?
R: yeah, but I gtg its my turn 2 shower.
S: kk call me if u need to talk later
R: 3am got it ;P
S: not funny
R: u know u love me
S: yeah ur lucky
R: love ya 2 angel :-*
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[AN. Okay so extremely crappy ending to an emotional chapter. Ill admit that I was like crying my eyes out while typing this. One reason is that I cant imagine how tough it would be to lose my dad, that would suck. The second reason is that my uncle died from ALS like 5 years ago. I took it really hard, he was my favorite uncle and watching him suffer for 4 ½ years was extremely hard and heartbreaking. I hope you enjoyed the chapter, well not enjoyed but you know what I mean. Anyway, I have no questions for you so all Ill say is comment on this chapter please. It would make me happy. =D
Thanks for reading.
~Rachel aka depplove23]

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[Shivierie]

Appropriate song choice

[depplove23]

thanks

and thanks for reading and commenting on the other chapters

i hope you like the story : )

[xxcupcakexxamber]

I read up to about vchapter 24 in one day !!

[PeaceLoveHyperJonas]

awesomeness!! :D

[depplove23]

yeah but waaaaayyyyyy in the future

i have 5 chps written tho

i might post the intro sometime soon to see what you guys think

[PeaceLoveHyperJonas]

woo! new story! thats something to look forward to :D

[depplove23]

lol yeah and theres the fact that i get some inspiration and postpone my homework to type and then once i type a chapter i have to post because i need the feedback :)

im glad you like the story...but ive been a bad writer because i havent written the next chapter yet...

i started writing a new story because i got bit by the idea bug...i might post the story after this one is done.

[PeaceLoveHyperJonas]

oh your welcome! thank you for writing such an awesome-istic story :D Yeah schools caused me to only be able to go on youtube iratically, so when I come on theres like a billion new parts up, cause you are a loyal poster, and post a bunch at once :D

[depplove23]

Thanx...you showed a lot of dedication reading like 3 chaps of my story in one sitting..that was like what 9 parts??

anyway thanx for reading and I hope I got the emotion right

[PeaceLoveHyperJonas]

Haha I liked that part too :)

Poor Rachel though, and Im Sorry About Your Uncle :(