Nick's POV
That night, I lay in bed restlessly tossing and turning. Sleep just wouldn't come no matter how hard I tried to slip away from reality. My struggle was evident as my bed sheets lay tangled at my feet. I could hear the wind pounding against my window and there was a storm outside which brought me back to that cold day I wish I could erase.
Flashback
Nick's POV
Why was this so hard? I knew in my heart that this was the right thing to do even though it hurt like hell.
Just say it Nick. Her voice was barely above a whisper and the pain in her eyes was killing me.
I...I can't
Rain was hitting the ground like bullets and she was sobbing now. I pulled her to me in a desperate attempt to fix everything that was wrong with us but we both knew it was just too damn broken to even attempt. We knew that when we let go it was over. Then she said it. Goodbye. I hate that word. I hate it with everything in me because it breaks hearts including mine. I couldn't tell whether it was raindrops or tears on my cheek as she let go and walked away.
*End of flashback*
Letting her go was the worst decision I've ever made. I know that now and I have to tell her. When I think about her I get that feeling when you love something so much that it hurts.
My clock reads 3:11am and I know I shouldn't wake her but I have to tell her right now how I feel. It can't wait.
I grabbed the phone and punched in her number then sat up straight as I heard her answer almost immediately.
Hello?
Hey, it's me.
Why are you ringing?she asked.
I just need to say a few things I should have said long ago.
Ok. Deep breath, here it goes.
Miley, you're all I've ever wanted, you're perfect. I thought I was strong enough to let you go and live without you but the truth is I'm not and it's killing me to know that you belong to someone else. I want you to know that I've always been yours and I'll wait till the end of time if I have to. And Miley, I'd trade all my tomorrow's for a single yesterday when you were still mine.
I paused and took a breath.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I am and always have been in love with you.
Throughout my entire confession Miley had been silent.
Miles, please say something.
And that's when the realisation hit me. The line was dead and she hadn't heard a word of my truth.
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11RockStar4Life11 2 years ago
thanks that means a lot :) i've seen u commenting and reading from the start and that inspires me to keep at it! im hoping to get the next chapter out this week :D
xnileyalwaysx 2 years ago