Living With Depersonalization- My Story

July 16th, 2010. I decided after all this time I would finally start talking about my experiences with dp on youtube and explain how it all started for me. I wanna thank all you guys for all the feedback, you guys are wonderful. Please don't hesitate to get a hold of me through email, perfectlyflawedx@live.com. Keep your heads up guys and stay strong, someday we will overcome this.

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• Depersonalization
• Derealization
• DP Vlog
• Still Feel Stoned
• Visual Changes
• Unreal
• Unfamiliar
• Foriegn
• Strange
• Dream-Like World
• Don't Feel Human.

[usexsoap]

Thankyou for this I really needed it, I know exactly how you feel... I don't know how to make it go away but I know what can help.

[lukeoca]

I know what you are talking about. I feel like a lot of people that experience this are very similar in the way they think. I've had patches of this on and off since I was little, i'm 23 now. I'm actually doing well and feel like myself more. I am still depersonalised but if anything this gives me better understanding of life in general.

I reckon that weed slows down time for us, and we realise things that we can't control. The best thing is combine the depers. and the *you* in your consciousnes

[ytbrsLISTEN2LEARN]

I have been ytubing like crazy to try and figure out what has been happening to me everytime I stay overnight at my boyfriends house. I do not drink, smoke, or do drugs. My bf however is a chronic weed smoker. I have depersonalization, and out of body dreams, bad, dreams, where when I wake up, I am paralysed and feel like i am out of my body. I would appreciate comments regards to second hand weed smoke, could it be a trigger?

[RimaTouya180]

so some days i feel like this and some days i dont its like an on an of feeling

and im not sure if you would call this denpersonalization or derealization but i dont know what else to call it or how to explain but its just like one day im here and the next day im spacing out and dont feel like my self or like i belong....and im not sure how to explain this to my mom i would try to explain it to my counceler at school but i dont think she will understand me or probably think im crazy ..

[MistaMusicMan]

im so glad im not the only one that feels like this...i think im gonna make a video as well... stay strong.

[theuropean]

yep no worse feeling, try finding religion, it has helped me.

[ashleyashleyishot]

dont know if i am experiencing derealization or not. Everything just seems fake, it is like a never ending dream. It's like i'm doing something and then I'm like, "Oh shit, why did I do that " Im only 14 and I don't think I deserve to be like this. I have never done drugs, but I try sips of wine when my mom lets me. It has only been 2 days but it just feels like I can't take. I have OCD, ADHD, My family has severe panic disorders , and some of my family has depression issues.

[Angel28luv]

U should not be so hard on yourself. U aren't f***ed. This video made me feel less alone. You are brave. Thank u

[986tornado]

i started it 2 weeks after i turned 30 sariquil helped me infact it dosent bother me anymore

[oanymihai]

For 8 years Ive been suffering from OCD and anxiety, and I total understand your feeling that you are caught up inside a fucked up mind! It's hell. For 8 years I've been in hell, I can't even work! And I am 26 and I could nou work because of my condition. My life is fucked up. I even let go the medicines they gave me, after taking the pills for 3 years now and now I;m doing acupuncture, after the first series i feel better, stronger, but it;s still a long way up and my patience is so thin