Sorry for the terrible sound quality. I used my cam mic to record. Another year has passed and I'm packing up and moving to a new location. Hopefully I'll videos recorded during the summer...if not I apologize. I'm moving far from home come August...so I'll definitely catch back up by then.
This song is called I Wanna Go Home:
I'm 14 and I'm thinking why am I so alone
I'm sick of being so judged; of feeling so unloved at home
A suicidal 15; why am I breaking down
It's like everyone around me, disappears when I turn around
I'm 18 and I'm sinking into a pit of missery
Filled with all my lost youth, my last hope, and destiny
I'm legally unbound from what help me back, but still I can't break loose
Of all the feelings of the last 5 years and all the hell you put me through
Singing na-na-na-nana I wanna go home
But there's no-no-no-nono place to go
I am la-la-la-lala lost with my mind
After you kicked me out of your life...for the last time
I'm 21 and I'm drinking; a great way to kill my pain
It locks away my insecurities and throws the key away
I'm fine with the lack of feeling, in my finger and my toes
It means the meds are really working or I'm about to overdose
Either way I'm about to do something; Probably regret if I wake up
Here's a toast to all the douchebags and problems of my childhood
I'm 50 and I'm blinking, where the hell did my life just go?
I'm on the edge of my deathbed looking down at those numb toes
I'm bitter and I'm angry, I wasted this life to death
I wish I knew when I was 20 not to live my life like this
Regret is the only friend I have, he's the only one who's left
I'd do anything to start over again, I'd do anything to go back
Love it! keep it up
SavvyDriver 3 years ago
Thanks! And thanks for subbing!
j025431f 3 years ago