FOREVER part 1/2

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[[ Forever part 1/2 ]]
[[ a two part one shot]]

I still remember each day that I spent with her. The way she smiled, her laugh, everything thing about her even the way she walked and know I was losing her and all because of my stupid fault.
I looked at her she looks pale. My heart aches at the sight of her. I take a seat, the same seat I have taken for the past months. I take her hand in mine the tears already forming in my eyes

*hey babe* I say to her *please open your eyes for me* I stay quite waiting for something but I dont get nothing in return

*Selena* I say fighting back my tears but they get the best of me once again

*Mr. Jonas* I hear someone call out. I look up to face the nurse. I wipe my tears and stand up

*dont mind me*she says giving me a smile then walking away to Selena monitors. The monitors that are keeping her alive.

*do you know when she is going to wake up* I ask

She looks at me her smile never fading *no but theres always hope*

Every time I ask her that question she always answers that there is always hope

*we just need a miracle* she goes on

I nod but when is that miracle going to come I dont know. I sit back down

*you should bring the kids it might help* she says. I nod again

As the day goes on I stay there by Selena side. Once the sun is down I go home. On my way I pick Josh and Emily up

*thanks Demi* I tell her

She smiles *you know im always here* I nod *so are you going to bring them back tomorrow* she asks

*no* I tell her she gives me a smile *bye demi*

*bye Nick* she says then I walk to the car Josh and Emily already inside

*can we go* Josh says I nod and start the car

If its hard for me I cant even imagine what they are going through. I look at them Josh 9 years old and not knowing what to do Emily only 4 still doesnt know what is going on

I park the car in the drive way as soon as the car stops Josh walks out walking towards the house

I sigh then get out walking over to Emilys side who is asleep I carry her out

*daddy* I hear her

*go back to sleep baby* I whisper she lays her head on my shoulder.

I walk inside and bring Emily up to her room I lay her down on her bed. Then get out some pajamas. I help her undress and change her I tuck her in and kiss her forehead

*Night baby*

*nighty night daddy*

I walk out then go to Joshs room

He looks at me *what do you want*

*Josh dont make this harder* I say

*Dad how can I make this easier when mom id dying*

*dont say that*

*well its true and you know that too* he yells at me

I look at me then take him in my arms he breaks down tears streaming down his face
*everything is going to be okay*

*dad I dont want her to die*

I fight back my tears *I know you dont*

He hugs me tighter *you promise*

*yeah* I say he nodes then pulls away wiping his tears *tomorrow we are going to see her*

He looks at me *okay*

*be strong thats what she will say* I tell him then walk out going to my room

I lay down remembering Selena
When we were small I used to tell her that I was going to marry her and we were going to have lots of kids when we were where in middle school I knew that she was the one but I didnt tell her until we got to high school. We were crazy in love with each other. She got pregnant with Josh a year after graduation and then I proposed years later Emily came along and then a few months ago we got in that accident. Sending Selena in a coma. It was my fault I was the one driving I should have seen that car that crashed into me but I didnt. I close my eyes falling asleep

*daddy* I hear a faint whisper I open mt eyes to face Emily

*baby whats wrong* I ask as I pick her up laying her down on the bed next to me. She sniffs *dont cry*

*I want mommy* she cries out

*I know* I cradle her

*I want mommy* she says again tears streaming down her eyes

I just hold her in my arms as she cries herself to sleep once more. I hate seeing her like this each night

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[Momohimex3]

awesome =3

[Gabster1790]

poor nick and kids :(

[lindamas1]

aww so sad and amazingly written

[LetiSweet]

:( Thats so sad.