My "Infertility Blues" :(

My honest feeling about my struggle with infertility.

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[surromom23]

I'm sorry how you feel:( I hope you get blessed with a baby. I enjoy watching your vblogs.

[Dukes2189]

@surromom23 Thank you so much sweetie. I haven't gotten a chance to watch all of your videos (but will do after this comment) but I see that yourr a surrogate.... that is such an amazing thing you are willing to do and I love that there are people like you that will help others have babies!!!

[0Cynikal0]

Yes it happens, and there is not a reason, other than infertility sucks, and you are a human being. I am glad that you have such a wonderful support system. Even with them you hit the nail on the head, sometimes we just need to feel it.

[Dukes2189]

@0Cynikal0 I'm very blessed with a great support system. Something I didn't add to this video but will add to my future video is that my mom is sick with dementia which prevents her from talking.... I started TTC when I found out how sick she was and how long she was given to live.... She has seen me put shots in my stomach, cry, cry, and cry but yet I can't talk to her about it.... I do have an amazing support system but I wish I had my mom esp on a night like this video was recorded :(

[Mistyblueeyez1]

like all of the other ladies have said...ur DEF not alone. I go through this myself often. Its ok though..we need a good cry once in while..release some of those built up emotions. I always feel better after a good cry!! Just hang in there hun!!

[Dukes2189]

@Mistyblueeyez1 I def felt better after!!! I had another good cry after the video then watched Bridesmaids movie and laughed my butt off!!! You are so right. None of us are alone in the TTC journey even if we feel like it at times. Thank you for your comment and wishing you the best!!!!

[darkconversationist]

y u did not try n ur younger years?

[namechoosing]

"infertility sucks" ... yes it does. It's perfectly ok to feel your feelings and I am glad you found some relief after doing this video. I do hope you get back to your more bubbly self soon. I would offer that you are still quite young and so have many tries left assuming you and hubby can deal w/ the emotional stress of TTC. I know how trying that can be. Anyhow hope you're feeling better (:

[simoninhaassis]

Its ok to feel down sometimes, everybody does.

Im going trough infertility problems myself, and recoverying from my second tubes removal surgery...

[Launderlife]

Darling Duke, you are not alone. Vlogging is fabulous therapy and you do just need to work through the emotion and process and release things. Thanks for keepin' it real, love! I'm looking forward to watching your story vlog when you post it. xo

[0Cynikal0]

@Dukes2189 Yeah those moments are hard to get around, and need time, and lots of crying to get through when they hit. (BIG Hugs)