It's short. That's all I can say.
My vision blurs quickly, and I can no longer feel the ground below me. I take the syringe out of my arm satisfied, and try to pull myself up on my bed so I can lay down. The sound of my heartbeat arises when my head hits the pillow. I listen to it as it speeds up and beats harder against my ribcage. Everything seems alright now; I feel at peace; but a few minutes later, I begin to notice it is beating faster than normal. In fact it was pounding so much that it hurt. I sit up fast and clutch my chest trying to breathe. I couldn't. My legs were spaghetti when I tried to stand up; I immediately fell to the ground. Here I lay holding my chest as if that were a way to stop it from hurting. The pounding grew harder and even louder in my ears. My eyes began to close, I was losing my connection to being conscious. I grew numb and still on the floor gasping for a breath. She was right about everything. She had the right to leave me and I was going to die from this now dead end of an escape from being afraid to love her. Now I must pay the price for not seeing this...
I wake up to the sound of a monotonous beep coming from a machine beside me. In a hospital was where I lay; where I am alive. That's when I see her standing in the front of my bed with a look of concern. I hear her say, "You're awake."
I nod back weakly and didn't say a word. "I've been worrying about you all night." She speaks again. That is when I find the strength to speak. "...How did I get in here?" I mumble. "I found you." she replied. "I found you on the ground holding your chest." She makes her way over to my side and sits on the edge of my hospital bed. My eyes closed when her hand began to stoke my cheek. "You overdosed, didn't you?" She asked. To be honest, again I had no idea. I guess that gave her the answer she was looking for. "I told you, you would."
"I know you did." I replied. She sighed. I opened my eyes to look at her and this time she looks back at me. If it weren't for this girl here, I wouldn't have been able to see the sunrise this morning. And if it weren't for her, I would have lost my way a long time ago. I cannot lose her, now. "Demi...Please don't leave me?' A smile curled on her lips. "I would never." There was the answer to all of my problems. She wouldn't leave me, even if I were completely broke and down on my luck. She wouldn't leave me if I was sick. And proven; she wouldn't leave me if I were addicted to something. I look down, now realizing the many things I have to take care of.
"...I wanna get help." I said. "Will you help me through that, too?" This time, I feel her eyes on me instead. I turn to look at her. "A promise is a promise, Nick. I promised to never leave you. I wouldn't dare leave you when you're this vulnerable." Demi told me.
This is the first time I've smiled in a while. It was definitely a genuine smile because it came as soon as she finished speaking. I pulled her into a hug. Her body felt soft and fit so perfect against mine. I don't think I will be able to thank her enough for what she's done. Because of her strong will and bravery, she saved me from myself. I owe her everything I can give her. Not money, clothes, or anything made of gold; but love her the same way she had been loving me this entire time.
What song is in the video??? and I loved the one shot! it was kinda bittersweet
tjayJBfan 11 months ago
@tjayJBfan Stop It by The Almost :)
problumchild2 11 months ago