Christmas Shoes

Some of you may be wondering why i have christmasy lights and items on this video. Others may know but they're just reading this :P. When i was little, every christmas my mom would gather up me and the family and we'd go to see all the christmas lights in the area. She'd even go out of town sometimes. And every year it was never a disapointment for the christmas spirit. We'd always be around mom and help her set up the ortaments and everything. One christmas though, did not have that spirit. That was around the time where my mother was really ill and things where not going so well. She still managed to put up some decorations and such. For a while though while she was sick, we where at our grandpas house and lived there for a while. When we came back though, to our eyes was something not pleasant. We saw the door and saw a sign that said, "No smoking in this area please" and so i thought, "YES! Someone finally agrees!" but it was much more extreem than that. We walked inside to see family and friends around and we wondered what was going on. Then i walked into the living room to see my mother with an oxygen tank next to her and tubes going into her nose. She could'nt walk on her own or anything. On that same day of not seeing our mom for a long time, someone claims that she should get back to a hospital and we didnt see her for a while again. Theres plenty more detail then that but I feel thats the farthest i should go. But every night, i'd always ask God, "God, this year, i dont want toys or any objects. all i want for christmas is my mom to be alive." I think God awnsered it though, because she had a few days more then expected. Though i was not the only one praying for her. Once she finally passed away, I was angry with God for several years. Please understand though, i was only 10. I did not know much. But then as time progressed, i realized that every christmas, she was the light that shined the brightest and that kept the family together. Through her bright self and personality, Christmas felt, well, like christmas! The reason why i put christmas lights and decorations is because every year, this is when mom truly showed her true self and was happy. She was the light that lit up our hearts. :) She will always be remembered and never forgotten, please enjoy this video. [[The last picture was of me and my mom]]

Song - Christmas Shoes
By - Bob Carlisle

...Merry christmas :)...

I DO NOT OWN THE MUSIC OR ANY OF THE PICTURES, THEY BELONG TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS [[Well i do own some of the pictures but yeah]]

and through all the pain, ive become that much stronger :)

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[arubagirlsrox]

wow...how old were u?

[lLoveJesus]

10 years old

[arubagirlsrox]

Wow..How did your Dad tell you?

[lLoveJesus]

mmhmm x3 we where actully in the process of packing then we got a call from my moms sister and then my dad called me and my sister over. he hugged us then started to cry and we asked what was wrong and he said silently, "Your mother died" x.x he didnt say it all rude though, but i know it wasnt easy x3

[arubagirlsrox]

i look up to you. i have no clue what i would do if my mom died. as soon as i saw that video i said "i love you mom". do you live with your dad now>

[lLoveJesus]

:) Thank you, yeah its not a walk in the park lemme tell ya that x3. That was sweet, because ya know, things could turn quickly like they did for me :3... Yes I do

[sweetlust07]

my mother died when i was ten, too. but its okay, she's happy in heaven:)

[AngelaWeber101]

wow this made me cry i am sorry for your lose... i dont have the best relationship with my mom... im going to try and change that.. i never know when i could lose her

[cynthiafox13ify]

my mom didnt die but my father always listened to this song every christmas but last christmas will be the last time i will have been able to have listened to it with him because on new years eve this year he died of cancer *cries like a baby*

[okibe13]

this is a sad song i cried when i heard it

[onceonlyaz]

@sweetlust07 ohhh man that is horrible

[onceonlyaz]

i cry every time i hear this song :(

[SxIxIxExRxRxA]

God bless you and your family - This song made me cry :'((

[janahiggins]

WORDS CAN NOT DISCRIBE THIS SAD SONG

[jeffhardygirl89]

im so sorry cry cry i am actually cryin from that para graph!!!!!!!