Chapter 27
What I've Done
(Katie's point of view)
I woke up. I wasn't confused. I knew where I was and what had happened. I've seen this place to many times before to be lost.
I didn't want to open my eyes. Didn't have the strength or the courage yet. I knew what was waiting for me. I knew what I had to do. People would stop saving me now, it was my turn to help myself. I have done enough damage to my body, to my mind and to my soul. I won't even mention what I did to everyone and everything surrounding me.
I thanked God, Melanie and Kevin for being there, for giving me another chance to life. One more, one last time. I've had many of these and I always manage to screw it up. Not this time. I dont care how difficult it's going to be, I'll make it. I'll take myself ot of this whole.
My mind was set. I blinked, once, twice and opened my eyes. Just to shut them back right after. Too much light. The white walls really don't help. Common, you can do it. It's not that hard.
At this point I'm wondering why I'm giving myself a pep talk to OPEN MY EYES. Gosh. I'm gonna go far in life...How am I supposed to get myself together if I can't even do THAT. I'll just shut up and get it over with. One...Two...Three. Go.
Well, it wasn't that hard. I look around. Boring. I smile a bit when my eyes meet Kevin asleep on a chair next to me. He looks like a baby. A baby with a two days beard, a leather jacket, skinny jeans and cowboy boots, but still an adorable baby.
I try to speak, but all that comes out is a bark. A BARK I am telling you. Well, this is going to take longer than I thought. I let out another sound and Kevin jumps in his chair.
- Huh!? What?! Who!? Where!? When!? Huh!?
I let out a giggle. That sound more like a cough, but oh well.
Kevin lets out a sight and comes and sits next to me.
- You scared me there, I dont mean now, well you did, but before. How many times will I have to tell you to stop doing that to me?
I mouth that I'm sorry.
- It's okay, but you know I cant just let you go like that. Not after what you've done. Any of it. I should have stopped it before. I'm sorry. But now it's up to you.
I know, I mouth again.
- So, you know where I'm going with this I presume!? I've talked to some people and booked a place for you in one of the best centers they have.
I close my eyes and let out a long sight. I know I have to. But, right now, it just seems impossible. Thank you, I mouth.
He leaves the room. He's done his job. It's my turn now. Rehab, here I come. I aint saying No, no, no. I'm saying yes. Take that Amy Whinehouse.
I dont know why, but I have a feeling a lot of things are gonna happen there. Life changing events, life changing people...
can you make a sotry about how one of the Jonas Brothers meets a girl that was there fan, but know here little girl is a Jonas Brothers fan & then him & her are hasbed & wfie & the little girl likes having a Jonas Brother has a dad & having Jonas Brothers for uncles?
clubjobros 2 years ago
Umm, I'm really concentrating on this one. There are stories like that though. Search: Jonas Daughter Story. I'm sure you'll find some.
:)
gserevitch 2 years ago
U made me laugh idk she calls me when she wants money so idk what happened we havent really talk in 8 years but she is fine but i am hearing it will help here
wcoroyal08 2 years ago
Ok, that's good :)
gserevitch 2 years ago