Just felt like venting over some Black Milk.
Lyrics!
I feel the pressure steady settlin, Im revvin it up-
Put every effort in these letters and its never enough-
never been stuck, in a position, where Im wishin on a star like-
tell me what im missin, with this vision am I alright?
long nights, long days, dreaming in them hallways-
Trippin onto autumn, hit the bottom, yet the fall waits-
So what it all takes- luck plus some networks-
Im eager for security, like I aint even left work-
Mind on decline, and Im steady on a spiral-
Pushing you away, but im beggin you'll be mine still-
Mind still, stamina is lackin and I hate it-
mental capacity, passing me, Ive passionately faded-
And ive stated, what im weary of, im scared of myself-
Im not like any emcee, yet Im comparing myself-
airing it out, let me vent it, let me call it how I see it-
bout to fall if I just ball it up and bottle whats beneathe it-
Im as hollow as defeated, and I know its sounded complex-
misinterpretations, cause they take it outta context-
Convex, feelings, feel em bulging outta place now-
pushing, while you your pulling, feeling fully outta place now-
Tell me what it takes now, the fire brewin coldly-
Ive changed so much, I start to wonder whose the old me?
Maybe I dont know me, maybe Ive been slowly-
fittin in this discipline thats startin to control me-
heartless, with a slow beat- august, with a snow freeze-
Contradictory life, like fights are gunna grow peace-
Ice is gunna grow heat- talent doesnt matter now-
sincereity is dead, and passion is such a scattered sound-
suddenly its gones, on the verge of extinct-
swagger over taken, even nerds dont think-
And these words dont sink- no weight, no meaning no-
If I say it then I feel it, if I feel it then I mean it yo-
Im fiendin fo, that realness, shit thats gunna break bones-
shit that travels through my veins, puts my brain in escape mode-
tell me where I makes those- tell me what im doing here-
cause all I want is to feel something that maybe you could hear-
thats what im talking about ! crazy dope. keep it up essence
RaziMusic 9 months ago 3
Trippin onto autumn, hit the bottom, yet the fall waits
love this line!
BABBYlonian 9 months ago 2