Ok, so life has been crazy, like usual. I have stupid regents to be studying for, so don't be excpecting a regular posting schedule until summer vacation. sorry! But enjoy this for now. . .
Chapter 1
In my hands I held a locket. Not just any locket, my love;s locket. My love who was now dead. He was perfect in every way: funny, smart, nice looking, and just a great guy. His voice rang in my ears, raspy and shallow.
"I want you to find someone else, and make sure they love you. Make sure they take care of you like I have."
He said, then he handed me his chain with the small locket attached. Then the nurse made me leave and his parents came in. He died only several minutes later.
I miss him like hell, you can;t even imagine how much. It;s only been a day since Mike;s death, but it feels like an eternity. People have told me before to not cry over a guy, but he wasn;t just a guy. Mike was one of my best friends, he has been my best friend since 5th grade. We went through so much together. Like in 8th Grade when my date to the semi-formal dance decided to go with someone else at the last minute. Mike and I danced together at least 5 times that night. Or in Freshman year, when I puked during lunch, he gave me his sweatshirt to wear, since my clothes were all gross. Then there;s my favorite time of all: the Junior Winter Ball. That night, his date stood him up [neither of us had luck with dates and dances]. That was the night he asked me out, it was like a dream honestly.
So there I was, it was the beginning of senior year. Tears were creating streams down my face. Any moment I was going to wake up from this nightmare. There was no way it was real. No freaking way.
The funeral was going to be in two days (a Monday). I only had two days to pull myself together enough to be prepared for it. I can do this right? I stood up and place the locket around my neck. The golden heart fell behind my shirt, right next to my heart. The door to my room opened and it was my mom. She brought in the phone. I just grabbed it from her and mumbled a thank you. One of my best friends, Nick, was on the phone [a/n: CLARIFICATION! This isn;t a fanfiction. it;s just his name. But if you want to imagine it is a fan fiction, go ahead, I won;t stop you, lol]
Nick: Megan?
Meg [me]: [sniffles] Hel. . Hello?
Nick: what;s up?
---His voice was soft and gentle.
Meg: Debating on whether to live or die.
Nick: Meg, don;t be like that. You know that Mike would want you to be strong.
Meg: So? No one would care if I was gone.
Nick: Plenty of people would.
Meg: [wiping tears] Like who?
Nick: Your parents.
Meg: My parents? Please, my dad gets drunk every other night and my mom just doesn;t care.
Nick: I would miss you.
---Nick sounded sympathetic.
Meg: Ok, one person. Big whoop.
Nick: Mary [girl who thought I was her best friend, although, I could NOT stand her.] would miss you too.
--- More tears came, I let them fall onto the phone.
Meg: Who- Who said I would miss her? [smiles]
Nick: [laughs slightly] Just promise me that you wont do anything stupid.
Meg: . .. .
Nick: Meg.
Meg: Fine, I promise.
Nick: Ok, i;ll talk to ya later. Bye.
Meg: Bye
And I hung up, at least he didn;t have the guilt of a death on his back, unlike me.
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Ok, so it;s gonna start out slow, but please tell me what you think! i really do want to know what your
thoughts are.
Song: My Immortal
Artist: Evanescence
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Smiley10120 2 years ago
this sounds good! poor mike! but i'm weary of the nick kid.........he better not make a move too fast or i might have to type you a strongly worded comment.
liz4056 2 years ago
i wonder wht happened, this is really good, cant wait for more
girl4life234 2 years ago