It's Going To Be Okay - Episode 15 Part 2

Nick: Im sorry you dont trust me enough to be truthful with me. I told you every detail of my past, Sel. You told me that there was nothing that you would ever hide from me. You told me that you never came close to being with anyone, but that maybe I would be the first one you wanted to be with. Im sorry that youre so disgusted with me, I didnt mean to hurt you. I love you so much, I just wanted to be careful with you, because Ive never loved a girl the way I love you. I think that you need to explain to everyone why all of this happened. So that everyone can stop blaming themselves and each other. To know once and for all that it was all a group of misunderstandings. No one is really at fault. But I guess everything happens for a reason. I finally understand why it didnt bother you as much the day after Cody almost raped you. Because you had been there before. Unlike Demi, youre best friend, who will never forgive herself, even though she is clearly not at fault. But you have nothing to be ashamed of, dont worry. For now your friend needs you. The boy she loves is still in a coma. Go be with her. She needs comfort from someone, and it cant be Joe right now.
Selena: (Shakes her head, and grabs his arm) Nick, Im sorry. I should have told you, everything, but I didnt want to hurt you. Cody and I almost happened, yes. But it was before you and I were dating. And I wouldve never forgiven myself. Miley walking in was a godsend. I was never really ready, I just felt pressured with him. The night he tried to rape me, Nick, I didnt want that. He knew that ever since that first time I hated him, and he never understood why, but he knew that thanks to Miley he would never have me. He ruined my best friend, and he was trying to ruin me too. I swear the only reason I wasnt so upset was because--
Nick: You still wanted him.
Selena: No, Nick, its not like that. I wanted you and only you. But he was trying to hurt me and to this day its still haunted me. All of it.
Nick: And now Im the one youre disgusted with. Because you couldnt help but think of him when you were with me. Because you felt like you were still being pressured? It that the only reason you made love to me, Sel?
Selena: No, Nick, I love you.
Nick: (Nods) You need to get back to Demi.
Selena: Nick, Im here for both of you.
Nick: (Shakes his head) I dont need you like she does, Sel.
Selena: Nick--
Nick: (Kisses her on the cheek) Im sorry (Turns around and walks away)

So if you guys are good with the comments, like the last one (3 was good, it's a start.. :P) then I may post the next one later today. And I think it's one you may want to read :D... Dun dun dun lol.
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