What Borderline Personality Disorder feels like...(TRIGGER)

Please Note: If you feel like you can relate to this video, please do not self diagnose yourself. In order to find out if you have BPD it is necessary to see a professional therapist.

The song is "My Skin", by Natalie Merchant

Dedicated to those that suffer from BPD and those who wish to understand it better.
This is the very first youtube video I made.

I was debating on whether or not to put this on because it was so depressing. I didn't want to contribute to any further suffering, but after watching a video about how someone feels that has BPD, I felt like I could relate so much that I had to create my own video in hopes that other people might find something in it to relate to and not feel so alone.

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• Borderline
• Personality
• Disorder
• BPD
• Mental
• Illness
• Psych
• Depression
• Anxiety
• Self
• Harm
• Cutting
• Emotional

[stephanied6]

I've been diagnosed with bpd just before Christmas and misdiagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2010. Now that I know whats wrong with me maybe with therapy I will get better...even tho i feel hopeless as to me being happy and somewhat normal someday, i feel like i will never see the light at the end of the tunnel...but maybe..just maybe. I cried so much watching this video. I'm glad i'm not the only person that feels these things.

[Antipopversion2]

The woman I love more then anything struggles with anxiety, depression and BPD. Sometimes I want to run away so I don't stress her out more. I hate that she hurts inside. And I hate that I can't make it go away for her. But I love her and I won't walk away unless she makes me. Don't ever give up! 3

[troublemakergirl0807]

@Yourebuying

ok... sorry... :'(

[Yourebuying]

@troublemakergirl0807 people with ADHD don't destroy the lives of others the way people with BPD do.

People with ADHD aren't capable of temporary bouts of sociopathic behavior.

[Indonexiah]

BPD is the worst diagnose to get imo.

The constant feeling like there is no hope, there will be no hope.

The fears, loneliness...

And all the panic, and the tears..

[1ramadu]

Thank you aperfectingangel. you have a creative mind and it has touched me.

[NativeGirlSwaqq2011]

- I'm young & this video completely explains me.

Does that really mean I have a BPD ?

... /;

[specialchannel]

@troublemakergirl0807 oh ya and visual snow amoung others after shrooms this all got worse :(

[specialchannel]

@troublemakergirl0807 i have add and BPD and i hulusanate a bit with shadows at night

[AnaMP82]

this video is absolutely beautiful....and it really shows how a borderline person suffers. i could relate to everything in this video. thank you so much for posting it.

[nueday8]

@Antipopversion2 ...I have the same diagnoses as the woman you speak of with BPD, depression and anxiety...I just to tell you something. Thanks. This post says a lot. It is comforting to know that there are guys out there like you. Sincerely, the best of wishes for both you and her. Just keep loving her...and like you said...Dont ever give up!