ECT Update 2 (A year later)

My second video update from my Electro Convulsive Therapy (Electro Shock)... A little over a year.

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[TeamAmericaFukYeah]

Im in tears. I met my soulmate and the next 2 1/2 years was learning about this the hard way. she went to visit her mom and they have power over her to the point shes traumatized and like brainwashed by her parents. no one in her family will talk to me but we discreetly text. she 39 im 50 and my finance has been ripped away from our lives and told that I dont make enough money to take care of her by her father and he will disown her if she returns. I need to talk more with you. 

[rachelstarlive]

@TeamAmericaFukYeah feel free to message me on here

[cromaat33]

Thank you for your video. I have a friend who worked on MK Ultra and I was initiated into the rosicrucians. Lately I see documentaries like Decoded that link the Rosicrucians with mind control (MK Ultra)... I am paranoid and I don't know if all of this is really happening. I also found a book called "Illuminati Mind Controlled Slaves" that contains material all too familiar to me. I want to do ECT because i think it will make all of this go away. I don't know if its real.

[rachelstarlive]

@cromaat33 It is indeed a scary place to be in. You should seek help though of some kind, at least a doctor to talk to or counselor. For me ECT turned my life around, it made my paranoia go away completely but it is not for everyone.

[superotter77]

Hi there, just wanted to let you know that I don't think you're "crazy" one bit -- you are obviously intelligent and in my experience there is a fine line between intelligence and craziness! Thanx for sharing your experience w/ ECT -- I am doing a masters in Counselling Psych and this topic came up and the idea horrifies me and seems so barbaric and inhumane and dangerous...I'm still not "sold" on it but I find your experience with ECT very interesting. Thanx again for sharing

[rachelstarlive]

@superotter77 Check out my other video "Watch if you forget" that was recorded while i was going through the ECT. It may help you with somethings. :)

Good luck on your Masters!

[mrtomtomparis75]

R.I.P Rachel.



[ArgotMay]

A lot of this is stuff everyone experiences when they get seriously old. You all will be sailing through that time of life I think.

[ArgotMay]

@cromaat33 If I were in your situation, I would find the guy who deprogrammed and married Cathy O'Brien and ask him for a referral. By the way, if you talk with the Holy Spirit with a sincere heart, you will help yourself get closer to healing. You are God's child and a fellow brother who deserves to heal. I send my wishes and prayers. It works, you know?! When I heard Rachel, I wondered if she were an MK-ULTRA victim too. I hope not. Only a few specialists can/will deprogram them.

[margieann1976]

Thanks, saw part one and part two helps a lot!!

[hollybee43]

I am still going through benzo withdrawal and I feel exactly the same way as far as memory. I even have the dyslexia symptoms and inability to do even the most basic math. I can't remember most of my 2 years on the benzos. It's crazy.

[cromaat33]

@orgiophant93 I know... I found out a lot of things in the last 8 months and even received death threats. Thank you for your support. Most people are happy to assist me with the feeling that I'm crazy. Its easier for them.

[orgiophant93]

@cromaat33 it is real.

[dfowler351976]

that's b.s. I had ECT and many many anecdotal and studies show huge memory problems and ECT. You sound like an ECT doctor, being paternalistic and blaming it all on the illness. Although mental illness is real, eCt destroyed my mind...just listen to this girls cognitive complaints???

[DiaShanti]

I was having serious neurological and memory problems due to being nutrient deficient because of my celiac disease. Please, please, please get going on B12, responsible for nuerological function. My memory totally came back. They are also showing great improvements for alzeimers and dementia, as well as mental disorders. There is a Traditional Chinese doctor who has cured over 10,000 patients with "disorders" through diet. I was having similar problems with reading/writing and dyslexic like stuf

[chaoabordo]

I have no history of mental illness but was just curious as to what ect involves, I must say thank you for your very insightful account of it all, excellent vlog!!