too much last

too much last.

My mind is filled with too much.

Too many adventures i'll never experience

Too many creatures i'll never meet

Too much magic

Too much, just too much. Too much imagination will wreck you.

Too much.

I want to soar, I want to soar through leaves and I want to run in wet mud as it slides between my toes, I feel earth-worms collecting around my ancles, and trip on exposed roots. Nothing will pause me, so I continue soaring, dodging branches and moon light, I finally leap and find myself across the weather.

Raining on one side, and the sun shining brilliantly on the other. My eyes gaze into yours, it isn't romantic, I gaze with fascination..Fascination of who you've become. The person you are today is so magnificent.

I said fast, "I want to run with you."

No more running.. "No more running.."

I have no idea.. "What?"

Leaning in, gracefully as always, you raise your arms, your finger tips dancing with eachother. I see a glitter, paranormal lights exiting your pores. "I want to Soar."

I smiled. I watched you watching me smile.

It was then that I knew..All along, you were happy. "I pleasantly agree, Nomore running," I said that with crossed arms, rolling my eyes. So I decided to fly up to you, and you fell backward..Tumbling down into the swamps below.

I was the last to stare into those lilac eyes, the last to touch your milky skin, the last to connect with you emotionally.. I was the last, and you were perfect. I didn't desserve all the "lasts" I could think of, and there was many.

The last too smell you.. That smell...The smell of dirt, oil, cigar smoke..blended with the fresh odor of cucumber. I was the last too stand infront of you, and feel your hair. I was the last to see you watching me in black and white, you weren't too sure, and I became the last to see you not too sure.

I was the last to smile at you, the last, and the only one, to kill you. But Instead I set you free, so i was the 2nd to free you. I'm okay with being 2nd, but for once, I'd like to be last.

I watched you sink, the last to see your breathing in cold air, the only one to see your corpse, and the left ear so helplessly striving from the depths of thick waters, but I shook my head and bit down on cardboards. Nomore swamps, nomore lasts. I'm tired of clocks, but i'm ill with time-- puking out your very last minutes. "Too much"

"Far too much"

"Farr." and so you were gone. Nomore will I find you sucking caramel off your wrist, chewing twigs and playing with the limbs impulsively chanting out rhymes. But you weren't , gone, you were seen last..last night, feeling too bad, and not giving us much.

Your body began to sink, and I watched until I could barely see your face. I held my tears, but I stopped crying, cradling back and forth in thin air. People didn't bother asking me where I was, last.

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[camrenishot1]

That was just..

I can't think of the words.

I loved that so much.

[PaperStory]

thankyou  =]

[justKayla]

had to listen to this twice !

aaron, your choice of words and the emotion and detail in your writing is just wonderful. :]

i loved it.

[PaperStory]

thanks kayla! : ]

[FayeLovesYuu]

I loved this video so much! Its amazing and you write really great stuff.

[PaperStory]

Thankyou!

[nodarp]

I still watch this from time to time.

It's beautiful.

My favorite of yours, no question.

[AccioJellyBean]

gorgeous poem (:

youre extremely talented xo

[Kisf0rKelly]

you are an amazing writer :) that was really great

[runningwithturtles]

I just keep starting this video over and over again. Your poem is stuck in my mind. This poem is so amazing, I cannot tell you the half of how I feel about it. All I can say is you are magical.

[Harkz0r]

I'm sure there are meanings here that escape me, but those I can comprehend seem somehow familiar. Just know that I enjoyed your writing, and that wonderfully rich and equally confusing imagery is the whole reason I find writing and poetry interesting in the first place. To the tireless armies of critics and cynics who will undoubtedly rally to arms against me, I present two words: "piss off" ;)

[girlwiththecoolshoes]

That was wonderful.

[cheacheanuckka]

too much.

i like it.

[christineweasley]

(: that was amazing.