Miscarriage baby

My precious baby Isabel born asleep on the 25th June 2010. It was a shock to us all when my waters broke on the 24th June. I was 20 weeks pregnant and did not think it could happen so late in pregnancy. Unfortunately, I had a low lying placenta and suffered from a water infection 2 weeks before, which contributed to the miscarriage. The reason my Izzy is so red in the photo's is because she had died on the night of 24th and I delivered her 6am on the 25th. I remember her last kicks!! The pictures were taken about 7 hours after I delivered her. I want to thank all my family and friends who were there to support me. It has been such a comfort having you all around us. I also want to thank Newham General Hospital for taking the photo's of Izzy for me. The butterfly in my car at the cemetery was a sign that you are well (we are still baffold as to how you got there!!). Isabel, you will always be in our hearts and I will never forget you. Lord, look after my daughter until it's time to see her again......I miss her very much xxxx Sharon Milling

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[my88keyz]

Just want to say thank you, you video really encouraged me.. Just lost my child this friday... I was inspired to write a song be blessed

[shaznaym]

@my88keyz Thank you D. I am so sorry for your loss and hope the pain get's easier for you. This video was my healing process and I wanted to show the world how I felt and to help others going through it also. I now have a beautiful 4 month old daughter who is my world. (I will never forget my Isabel) Please feel free when you have wrote your song to please share it on this video. I would love to hear it. God bless you D xxx

[schlabresfan]

My wife lost our baby last weekend. It hurts so much.... and to see my wife in such pain. Words don't go deep enough to describe how you feel. People don't realize how much daddy's hurt too, and the other kids. My 9 year old took it real hard. We will never be the same. But I know my angel girl is in heaven. My son and I both saw her in a dream. God sent us both the same message to know it was from Him.

[shaznaym]

@schlabresfan I am so sorry for your loss. Time does heal but you will never forget your daughter. I also had a dream. My dream was about 2 weeks before I lost Isabel. I saw what she looked like and in my dream she was playing hide and seek. I was calling her name "Isabel" which is why I gave her that name. The lord has our daughters and will keep them safe.

[2010Altry]

im very sorry for ur loss. 20th october 2011 i had to give up my son at only 13 weeks pregnant and it hurts more than i can sya. Im wondering what the song is?? Not to be insensitive, but i really want to know

[shaznaym]

@2010Altry I am so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose a child no matter how far gone you are or how old the child is. I had a baby girl on the 21st Oct 2011 and it makes me sad to know you lost a baby the day before. I know exactly how you feel. I love my daughter more than anything. I still go to the cemetary and I take her to see where her sister lays. I still miss my Isabel. The music is a gospel song sung by a lady called Marisa. The song is called Angels wings. God bless

[shaznaym]

@carlyroxlol5 Yes, a miscarriage is possible at any stage of pregnancy but more likely in the 1st three months. There are a lot of women experiencing late miscarriages as I did. If the baby is born on the due date but not breathing, this is called Still birth. You just do not hear about it unless it has happened to a celebrity i.e Amanda Holden. She was 20 weeks when she lost her first baby, and 26 weeks the second time.

[carlyroxlol5]

miscarriage at 5.5 months???

[Missymog3]

So very very sad.I did cry. Wishing you lifes happiness and joy. I've had 2 losses at 10/11 weeks.

It's getting a tiny bit easier now, and I'm starting to move on, but you never ever forget, wouldn't want to.x

[luciaSil76]

My heart aches watching this. I miscarried yesterday & I don't know how I will get through it. Thank you for this video. God bless you.

[MysticMona]

@shaznaym I also saw my daughter before she passed at 17 weeks gestation. I was calling her name as she was running down the hall giggling. I had a similar situation as you did. My water broke and we found out she had passed away 1-2 days before. They never could figure out what caused my mc and don't know what went wrong. I had a fundal placenta but they didn't say it was the cause. Now after seeing ur placenta caused your miscarriage I begin to wonder if it happened to me too!

[1313Chana]

This video was so hard to watch, even now, 15 years after my last late pregnancy loss. My heart aches for you so badly! After two normal pregnancies (my son and older daughter), I had four unexplained pregnancy losses: one at 18 wks, one at 9 wks, one at 22 wks, and one at 17 wks. No medical cause was ever found, but I went on to have one last child, my youngest daughter, and that pregnancy was normal. This all happened from 1995 to 1998. God bless you.

[ToxicKisses315]

im so sorry for the loss of your precious little girl <3 you will for sure see her again one day.

[GILC122]

I am so sorry for your loss! What a precious child! May God/Allah give you strength to carry on--you will see her again one day and she will be all you ever dreamed of!

[mommaof411]

Very sorry for the loss..

[schlabresfan]

@shaznaym as much as I will never know why, I am at peace that the baby is safe in heaven with God. God bless you:-)