I swear I'll never be happy again,

This is kinda a vent, but it's also a test of effects and junk. Mainly the song is the venty part. It's dedicated to Sam. At least these lines are:

"I swear I'll never be happy again,
And don't you say we can just be friends,
I'm not some [girl] that you can sway,
But I guess it'll happen eventually."

Those lines really explain how I feel for him. How when he turn me down that I thought I'd never survived. That I didn't believe it was really happening. But as time went by I realized that this was always going to happen. Eventually.
Actually, I need some advice from you guys, if you are reading this. I wanna know, you guys know my feelings behind this mess more than anyone else...so...what should I do? Should I move on? How do I move on?
What do I do?

Sincerly,
TKP~
Enjoy~

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[AnimeLover147]

*hugs* I hope that you're able to move past it, even if its just little piece by little piece. You know you've got everyone here on YT rooting for you!!

On the bright side...awesome video!

[TheKillProductions]

@AnimeLover147 Thanks! I'm glad that you guys are rooting for me! :)

[Rachelplum]

(continued) but I know you deserve much better and deserve to be happy - so try to be :) I know from your sis facebook you have great family and friends so try to focus on them instead :)

[TheKillProductions]

@Rachelplum Thanks, I'd like to advoid him, but he's like one of my best friends...so it's kinda weird if I don't talk to him. There's this other guy I'm trying to hang out with, but he's best friends with Sam...argh! Anyway, thanks for your support!

[Rachelplum]

@TheKillProductions Aghh that is awkward. Well I hope you can get through it - just use your inner strength :) Feel better :):) and good luck!

[TheKillProductions]

@mayuhanyou Thanks~ :D

[Rachelplum]

giiiiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrl! your editing is so awesome!!! I love the colouring, the flashes - very awesome!!! And sad and pretty and lovely too!!

Do you hang out with this guy alot? If you don't I'd say avoid speaking to him - hide his facebook etc - just distance yourself til you can forget about the pain it caused...if you do hang out with him still as friends, just try not to dwell on how you felt and feel. I can't really help because I don't know too much of the situation... (cont)