stuck in the moment; one-shot // three

So, this was my creation in the need to vent out some emotions. I sound either uberly messed up or uberly depressed, but I'm not. Just living life one day at a time. This is what I love about writing. You can transfer your emotions into the text and turn it into something so amazing. Thank you for reading this. Comments are appreciated. :)

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"Maybe . . . maybe we should just be friends." You said and I could feel my walls flying back up, slapping me hard across the face.




I waited for the familiar twinkle of amusement in your eyes when you played a joke on me, but I never saw it and my stomach clenches. The tears instantly spilled down my cheeks like a dam had broke and the river was rapidly flowing through. Your hand cupped my face, but I fought away, feeling the pain searing throughout my body. Was this your way of saying that these past two years had been a complete waste with me?




"I can't be friends with you." I said and you frowned, instantly wondering why. "There's a certain point in a relationship you've crossed where you can't go back anymore. It's an all or nothing sort of thing."




"Does that mean we're nothing now?" You questioned in a strained voice and I know you're upset now and my worst fear has come true. You looked hard into my eyes and I cowardly glance away. I was the one with the heart that got stamped over, why would he be angry . . . and then I answer my own question. A relationship involves two people; even if feelings change, not one person will just feel the blow, both will.




"You weren't the one with the broken heart." I cried out, going against my previous thoughts and it was like I could feel the rest of what was left of the relationship seep through my fingertips like grains of sands you'd thread your fingers through at the beach.




"I have to go." Your words sliced through me and the door slams shut a moment later, and I'm alone. Physically, emotionally, mentally alone . . . How quickly I had turned you into my everything and now, here I am . . . with nothing.




Like Adam and Eve; tragedy was their destiny . . .




Was this our destiny? To watch something we've built up over the years and then, just watch is all crumble down like a pile of Lego pieces we got tired of playing with? To me, our story never ended—it had barely began, but our book was cut short, skipping through the middle pages of the story, going directly towards the end. I never asked you why you had wanted the things you did. Fear swallowed me whole as the thoughts consumes me once more. I feel light-headed, losing balance with myself.




I lay across the bed of papers, your scent growing even more and I inhale, slipping out a mellow cry. It was like I was laying on a bed of needles and no matter what move I did, I would end up getting pricked. Is that how love is? No matter which way you go, you'll always end up on your ass in the end, one way or another?




Love is a bee disguised as a butterfly. It stings you, but you still can't resist wanting to hold it in your hands. That goddamn bee could sting me a thousand times and you will always find me chasing after it like a mindless child because that is what love does . . . it blinds tyou away from reality for just a little while and even though it may hurt us, we still go after it. Why? Well, I can't really answer that, but what I can say is love is a mystery . . . it's almost as complicated as falling. You never know it's happening until it's all done and you're lying across the floor, hurt and helpless, wondering what's going on.

fin.

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[jussybob]

Loved it... but im confused about why she was vomiting???

[iluvjb4ever123]

@jussybob HE broke up with HER.

[1MileyRayCyrus1]

Confusing but I loved it. :) sort of full of mistakes but it's okayyy because it was still good.

[iluvjb4ever123]

@1MileyRayCyrus1 what mistakes?

[ToGoodToBeTruethful]

i am so confused yet so touched. this was amazing!!!

[iluvjb4ever123]

@ToGoodToBeTruethful confused with what? ._.

[sweetangelniki]

omg you just described my whole 3 year relationship how it ended. I was feeling the same way and the worse part is he broke up with me on X-mas night. now he's my friend and all but being around him feels so strange like we don't even know each other that well anymore and I hate the fact that he wants to be friends and I want to be so much more than friends it kills me deep inside to know that it will never be the same as it was before :( ps: love the story it has the touchy feel to it :)

[KyleRandalls]

That's deep.

[craziijobroozfaan015]

this was B E A U T I F U L <3.. so different from anything i've read on yt.. i love your writing, i really do.. it's amazing :)

[OfficialEbaby]

Uhh yeah..I just cried:/ I'm pathetic ha this was so amazing(:

[jussybob]

@iluvjb4ever123 yer i kinda got that... just seemed a bit extreme lol :)

[ToGoodToBeTruethful]

@iluvjb4ever123 i don't know. I mean i didn't know who the people were so i was just confused about that. but i loved the way it was written so you could basically put whatever face you wanted to with the people in the story.

[timberwolf0083]

i'm kinda sad this is a one shot, this was amazing.

[monkeyfreak202]

OMG...

i dont even know whats going on with their relationship, but hey just NEED to get back together :P

Great one-shot(:

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