Thinking is self doubt as FEAR of LIVING

me talking about how self doubt and fear lead to thoughts and existing within the mind

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[Thisizbatcountry]

Last night I thought myself out of existence, and I thought I found the meaning of life. I was literally on the verge of going crazy. This helped a lot. I was just afraid.

[adriandrum]

all kinds of traps we make for ourselves in the mind - fear is a trap as the mind is the trap

and notice that in thinking - you are never in control of the thoughts that come up - its the reverse - the thoughts come up up and control and direct you as they are allowed and participated in, as we believe them to actually be real

[mcd8528]

yawn

[adriandrum]

im not here to entertain anyone

[SpacedTime]

That was too long and drawn out for me to pay attention to what you were saying. I was thinking about somehting else. Does that mean I fear your video? No, just work out what you want to say ahead of time and speak with a little authority.

[adriandrum]

i didnt make this video to entertain anybody. if you dont want to watch the video for whatever reason you have, thats all you.

pre-meditating what i am going to say in the video defeats the point of doing a video log, the idea is to speak honestly in the moment, whatever comes or doesnt come up

[GABRIELACEVES1991]

i have disregard myself trough following the judgments within my head trough perceiving myself to be out of time, because i am very stupid to do anything and i need to do the things as quick as i can because i to stupid to do it slowly and if i don't do it faster i will be out of time

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to follow the judgments within my head by believing and perceiving myself to be stupid if i am not able to do the things quickly

[ADayWithAndrew]

this reminds me of the episode of Daria "The Misery Chick" about fear and thinking. The story is: Daria's reputation for being miserable comes in handy when she discovers her reputation for being a thinker. cool stuff, you should check it out. Thanks for the vid, it's great btw. I was really intrigued.

[joyisaware]

Great vid, thanks for sharing, i feel there is a truth to that.

[tobiaslovejoy]

thanks