Catch Me | Chapter 1

Whats the point of living anymore? Ive been thinking suicide for a few weeks, but last night was the last straw.

12 HOURS EARLIER

WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?! My boyfriend David screamed at me. I wasnt going to shed a tear for him. I never have, and never will.
I dont know what you want me to do! Theres nothing I can do about it! I screamed back with all the force I had left, after being thrown around my bedroom for two hours.
JUST QUIT! There were a lot of things I wanted to quit.
1. My relationship with him; Simply not an option. I may not be scared of his verbal or physical abuse to me, but I was afraid of his threats of murder.
2. My family; Theyve never been there for me. They think David is a little angel, and dont know me well enough to see that Im not happy. But, I cant exactly quit my family.
3. School; Again, not an option. As much as I hate this place, I need it to get to college. Why do I need college? To do the one thing I love. The one thing I will not quit. The one thing David and I are arguing about.
Volleyball.
Its been my dream since I was in 3rd grade. To play in the Olympics, be a pro, and play in college. The only thing thats kept me on this earth for the last year.

How could you say that? I whispered. I didnt think he could hear my small voice, but he could.
You dont have time for me anymore! Its all you ever do! He pulled on my arm and threw me against the wall. I cringed in pain and lowered myself to the ground.
When I didnt reply he yelled again.
ANSWER ME YOU BITCH! He picked up a glass filled with soda and threw it at me. I dodged the hit but the glass shattered all over me.
You have all of the rest of my time! I halfheartedly yelled. I was tired of all of this. Thats when I made my decission. This would be the last time I would let him throw me around.

PRESENT TIME
And thats what brought me here. My school has a huge outdoor staircase of red fire emergency stairs.
I got to school an hour before classes start. No one ever gets here this early. I thought about doing this at my own home. But I want David to see it. I want him to know that hes the one that did this to me. He killed me. I want him to live with the guilt.

I left no note because I didnt want to explain myself in any way. I wanted the only person to know why I did this be David. Maybe, just maybe, hell learn his lesson. Maybe he wont treat his next girlfriend the same way. Maybe this will give him a heart of some sort. I can only hope.

Im not really scared. More of sad. Im sad that I never got to conquer my dreams and my goals. Im sad that I never got to fall in love. Im sad that I didnt get to live my life. But Im afraid I wouldnt have been able to do ay of those things anyway.

I stepped to the ledge of the red stairs and was ready to jump. The thought crossed my mind - What if I survive? What if I sit there and suffer until someone finds me, then the whole school know I attempted suicide? I started to get doubts, but Im not backing out now. I need to just do this before I have any second thoughts. I climb over the railing and start to lean back when I hear a calm voice.
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So, I don't exactly know how long this chapter will be once I get it on youtube because I'm writing it on a different type of thing. Soooo, sorry if it's super short.
Please comment and tell your friends? Again, I've lost so many subscribers and it really sucks. I wanna get them back SO bad. I'll try to post a new chapter everyday if you guys comment. It takes hours to write and seconds to comment. :)
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[PeaceLoveJonas909]

crap, i thought the first part was you and i was freaking out like NOOOOOOO.

then i realised its the story lmao.

i love this chapter.

amazing. i hope she doesn't jump. i hope the calm voice saves her. probably will :] a jonas maybe? ;P

im glad your back, your heaps good at writing :]

im following you, im emmmaaxo

[acoustichearts94]

EVERYONE HAS SAID THAT, hahaha.

woah now, slow down. a jonas? in my story? never. :P

[KrazyKindaKrushOnJB]

HOLY CRAP, LAUREN!

YOU SCARED ME TO DEATH!!

the little suicide thing at the top made me think it was you talking!!!

bahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

thank goddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but very veryvery awesomeeeeeee!!!!

[acoustichearts94]

hahahahhaah,

sooorrryyy!

i didnt even realize it sounded like that! hahahah.

[wishinonastar07]

wow....

its sounds deep.

i'm excited!

dont worry i'll try and help you get your subbers back

; ]

[acoustichearts94]

you're the bestest jocelyn. :)

[dallas1kid]

This story sounds really good,

I just have to get something of my chest...

DON'T JUMP!!!!!

Phew now okay :) Moving on :D

[NewL30]

this is really good lauren!

[flamezzzzzzz95]

this is cool, i like it

[minnieiscool]

Aww!! :(

loved the series!!

[TheRealKennaNicole]

aw I feel so bad for her!

i loved the chapter you are really talented!

[analau93]

:O ohh god!!

loved it :D

[KrazyKindaKrushOnJB]

hahah give me a heart attack why dont ya?

i'm too young for one!!

[madison50364]

That was awesome! I love the reality of it. :D The whole theme. I hope that calm voice snaps her out of her suicidal thoughts. Joe maybe? Haha. :D Awesome chapter.

[PeaceLoveJonas909]

hahaha :P

LMAO, step back now :P