CH.1
*DAY BEFORE CHRISTMAS*
Joe(dad): *hits her hard in the stomach* YOU KNOW UR NOT SUPPOSED TO BACK TALK TO ME!
Carter:*crying and holding her stomach*Dad! please! s-stop!
Joe:*slaps her accros the face* EXCUSE ME! ARE YOU TELLING ME WHAT TO DO?!
Carter:n-no
Joe: Thats what i thought! *kicks her in the stomach one last time and walks out, slamming the door shut*
Carter:*lies there on the floor crying*
*CARTERS POV*
Why?! why me? And its christmas eve and my own dad abuses me. I just wish that he realises that i still love him. I just wish that he did. Thats all i want for christmas. All i want is for my own dad to love me. But, i guess its going to take a miracle for that to happen.
END OF POV
*NEXT DAY. CHRISTMAS*
Nick: cmon Joe. We have to go. *walks onto the bus*
Joe:*thinks about what happend last night* Yeah, im coming. Just give me a sec. *walks inside*
*JOES POV*
I walked back into the house and into Carters room. I walked in and found her slepping still. I sat in the side of her bed and just smiled as a tear ran down my cheek. I couldnt leave her, especially not on christmas. But when she does wake up, she'll be relived that im not here. Well, at least i think she'll be. See, this'll be her fourth christmas without her family. sometimes, i just wish i can bring her with me. But, i just cant, and i dont know why.
I kissed her head one last time before walking out. I left a note for her in the kitchen before i left. God, i just hate doing this.
I got on on the bus and sat on the couch, watching the house and the bus drives further away from it. As im looking out the window, i felt a few tears escape my eyes.
*END OF POV*
*CARTERS POV*
I got up wipping my eyes and looked around. OMG! Its finally christmas! I ran out of my room and downstairs in to the living-room. Boy it was really quiet. I looked at the clock, it read 10:30 am. Hrmm, thats strange, my dad would be awake by now. I went upstairs into his room, he wasnt there. I went back downstairs into the kitchen, noone. I looked on the counter and found a note with my name on it. I opened it up and read it. The note said...
*THE LETTER. AND JOES VOICE READING IT OUT*
Dear Carter,
Goodmorning! Merry Christmas sweetie. Now, im really sorry to break it to you but, im going on tour. We left at 9:00 this morning. I didnt want to wake you up. Right now i bet that ur glad that im not there with you, but, it just tears my heart up, knowing that i cant be with you on christmas. and i know that its your fourth time in a row that this has happend to you. I really want to be with you right now, but, i cant do anything about it. Please forgive me, even though i know you wont. Im really,very,trully sorry baby. And as much as you hate me right now, i still love you. From the depths of my heart. So please dont think that i dont love you, cuz its not true. I absoloutly cant live without you. I'm only going to be gone for a week, so i will be back soon. I miss you already.
Love Dad,
As i finished reading the note, i just couldnt stop crying. I never even got to say goodbye. My life is officially over. I went into the living room and stared at the huge christmas tree idling in the corner, beautifully decorated. And you might think that there are TONS of presents under it, but no. But i did notice one present there. I walked over to it and picked it up. I unwraped it gently. I stared at it as tears just flowed from my eyes. It was a picture of me when i was 9 with my dad. We were both smiling the same smile. I just couldnt take it, i dropped to my knees holding the picture to my chest tightly. I cried and cried just thinking about my dad. After a while, i got myself up, still holding the picture. I walked away from the living room, standing under the open arch way staring at the setting of the living room.
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ok, so this is my first one shot. and yes it says jonas daughter abuse story, and it might not sound like an abuse story, well besides the begining.
so yeah.
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Loved it I even cried and it takes me loads to cry :P
bigmouthgirl123 2 years ago 6
loved it!!
gabsnicole 2 years ago 4