Clinical - An Original Song by Caitlin Browning

Lyrics, melody, and piano accompaniment written by me.

My apologies for the poor sound and image quality - the only recording device I currently have is my mobile phone.

Lyrics

Running from you again
This time I lost all sense of direction
But I won't lose you
No I won't lose you

Playing this game in my head
This time I lost all sense of proportion
But I won't lose you
No I won't lose you

I lay you on a bench
you're hot so boiling eyes are pleading
I dissect your every touch
your faith in my deceiving
Sometimes I wonder if I'm dead
Did I ever feel these feelings
But I see my breath mist your glasses and I know
I'm still breathing

Fear of commitment is my excuse
For this voice inside my head
This self inflicted abuse
Am I really so cold inside
Can't be denied
I'm clinical
Oh my clinical view on life

Running from you again
Sometimes it seems like passions
Grow, burst, and die like flowers
Losing myself instead
Disconnecting till there's nothing left


I lay you on a bench
you're hot so boiling eyes are pleading
I dissect your every touch
your faith in my deceiving
Sometimes I wonder if I'm dead
Did I ever feel these feelings
But I see my breath mist your glasses and I know
I'm still breathing

Fear of commitment is my excuse
For this voice inside my head
This abuse
Am I really so cold inside
Can't be denied
I'm clinical
Oh my clinical view on life

My hands are cold and my arms are shaking, shaking
I feel so old as my heart is breaking, breaking
You love me more than I thought anyone could
But I keep on running
But I keep on running
Losing you

Losing you
Losing you
Losing you
Losing you
Losing you

Category:

Music

Tags:

• Clinical
• original song
• vocalist
• singer
• voice
• piano
• keyboard
• composition
• Asperger's Syndrome
• bullying
• relationship
• break-up
• power pop
• classical
• alternative
• special abilities
• Autism
• obsession
• special interest
• music
• emotion
• song writer

[WeirdAspie]

I love this song so much, one of the best ones I've ever heard! :)

[wildreams]

You look like a ghost :'(

[valkin15]

awesome! ^_^

[andystar89]

Only you could look good at that angle :) Oh, and the music's awesome too.

[aliscuba]

You go girl :) 2.16 is my fav bit.