GFXLab - "Bottomless"
Free Download - http://www.zshare.net/audio/93057844933c1902/
Instrumentals by http://www.soundclick.com/bands/default.cfm?bandid=896439
Lyrics -
I caught myself sitting in a liquor store parking lot
staring at the window ads when will the addiction stop
you'd think I'd learn my lesson when I lost my own fuckin job
thrown in jail, stabbed my brother after he done broke my jaw
got in fights, lost some friends, how much money have I spent
suicide, it don't make sense, so when will the addiction end
having just one drink is like your putting in the tip
a naked lady on your bed, you want to sex the bitch
bottle of beer, liquor and wine, fuck it they all look like dimes
finish the job drink and dine, hangover? I will be fine
Fuck it I've been 3 weeks sober, this time it won't take me over
heard that story over and over and never once have I stayed sober
I swear this time it will be different, I'll control myself
I need this drink to numb myself from all the cards that I've been dealt
I really don't know how long I can linger in this hell
before I look into the mirror and admit I need some help
I really have no reason to drink, I just feel like doing it
medication that I open social situations with
otherwise I'm lost, I don't feel like I'm from this earth
alcohol will numb what hurts, but ends up making everything worst
don't trust you to understand everything I suffer from
realize that under all these demons I am someones son
my entire family has suffered tragedy, loss
how much damage to my family has this addiction caused
my brother found dead, my sister's barely alive
they both have some children that won't live a normal life
I feel sorry for the kids, and the future they will live
growing up in a world where nobody gives a shit
this addiction is a cancer that feeds on our mind
it chemically fuses and just sucks out our lives
we get lost in the spiral as it drops down the glass
as we watch ourselves drop, hit the bottom and crash
I grew up making fun of all the drunks in the grass
passed out under cardboard, as they beg for some cash
I still have the chance to keep my life in advance
and pick myself up to take a stance as a man
it's been 26 years since I was born to my parents
and for 26 years, I've been nothing but cherished
so where did I go wrong, what really has been changed
through all of these struggles, the love remains the same
I know exactly what to do, but I'm lost in my thoughts
so what type of pain will it take for me to stop
I hope the best for my family, my sisters and brothers
even siblings who don't share my father or mother
I shove my pain deep inside, internalize in my mind
all the pain in my life resides deep in my eyes
it's like an internal fight between darkness and light
every battle manifests itself out and into my life
Chorus -
lately lifes been going wrong, so I had to make this song
scratching at the bottom now I'm thinking that the glass is gone
feeling weak inside ,but on the outside I will say I'm strong
through all these dark moments I will still keep my glasses on
everything is going to change, I don't want to feel the same
I don't want to feel so strange, so much in this life to gain
so much of my life is pain, so much in this lifes insane
but no matter how much I have suffered I am here to stay
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No one sent me. This was in my sub box.
bleachfan778 5 months ago 16
GFXLab sent me the day this was uploaded
HiBFrisky 5 months ago in playlist HiBFrisky's Favorited Videos 9