Yo im like, hella fuckin drunk, and this is the birth child of my alcoholism and heart break, but chea, it aint that bad.
Imma Bum,
Maybe imma bum,
Maybe imma drunk,
Maybe im in love,
See now, maybe isnt a word I use often, imma straight forward,
Yes or no kinda guy, I dont function well without alcohol,
And I cant survive without givin a cigarette a light,
See im a little fucked up, but I blame no one but me,
And I drunk a quarter bottle of Bacardi, befo writing,
This verse, or at least thats what I think, my visions blurry,
N my words are slurry, but take a look into the life,
Of a guy with no life, nothing ta live for but music itself, no wife,
No where that I could call home,
Attemptin suicide, but I missed da vein n cut my thigh,
So now my ass is bleedin like crazy,
All I wanted was to be happy n in love with one lady,
But she said I was an alcoholic and a druggie,
Chorus
See, theres no better feelin then warm liquor burnin down your throat,
Or smoking a Newport till you choke,
But whats even worse, is when all ur girlfriend do is yell and curse,
Sayin to get your shit and get gone,
And now you wont dare to give mom a call,
Cause you know what shell say already,
You cant come n live here baby, youre a grown man now,
At the age of 18, cant afford medication for my ptsd,
So I try n forget about it, but people dont understand it,
Its not something easily controlled,
Im in another mode, im in another zone,
I cant write no mores, my eyes are bouta close,
Did He Say. "Nigga I'mma Bum?"
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