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Uploaded by antishay on Oct 2, 2009
This week I am a mess, but I do have something to share... I think.
I like to think that I'll keep this video up forever... that I won't die of embarrassment later. I don't like to appear weak; It's the boy in me - never appear vulnerable! Oh well.
DABDA:
Denial
Anger
Bargaining
Depression
Acceptance
I hope some of you can relate, and maybe this will help you see that you'll be OK too. I know I'm not the only one going through rough times right now...
We ALL just need to remember... TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. I'm doing my best to remember that right now.
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Hi, I would like to thank-you so much for this post, I am just at the beginning of my journey and going through some hard times and It really did help me a lot, had me thinking tomorrow is another day and I really need to take care of myself first before anyone else, and its not that I am selfish but this is how I got here in the first place by not putting me first. Thanks again.
traceyken04 1 month ago
wow im so impressed you put this up and your keeping it up. shows alot of guts. everyone feels this way and its crazy your just showing us that fragile side that everyone has. your real
Neonicypoles 8 months ago
i dont understand what happened did she leave her current boyfriend for someone else???
me4u 11 months ago
get over the drama...men will come and go. if you love him but he leaves u, then be sad, but get over it fast. do stuff to make you feel alive again.. :)
stfuih8ulol 1 year ago
I'm sorry if this sound bad,but honestly you inspired me to work more on myself. I do work,but I'm screwd up.. I mean... I'm so ashamed to say it, but I'm bulimic.. and I wanna stop,because it's gonna ruin my life,so the only way is to "Lose it The Hard way"like your title.I don't know how to handle deppression without turning to food too..!Your heart is AMAZING and PURE! and I wanted to THANK YOU so much for your honesty!!I've watched yoru vid. and I can say that I see myself in u.Take care hun
87110164677 1 year ago